Bitterness

It wrote,

"My dear, Jun Kai.

Mother had loved you since the day you were born.

I had thought to raise you up strong and mighty,

But it seemed like a failure.

Living alone in that cold place, it devoured me bit by bit.

So, I decided to run away, run away from that lonely life.

Those times when I was with your father,

My heart could only feel the frostbitten coldness.

If I could go back in time, I would have loved to have never met your father and give birth to you.

I was a failure.

Sigh, let us call this over.

I will live my own life now.

Though I might soon pass on this life, I would at least have enjoyed the time with my own freedom.

Don't try to find me,"

From who was once your mother, Ru Yin.

Jun Kai's hand dropped to the desk. His eyes fluttered and a tear ran down his face. Of all the people, his very own mother had felt regretful of giving birth to him and was rejecting him.