Did You Do All of This?

Mian Bingbing sat down and dried her tears. "I'm very sorry… I was selfish. I couldn't look you and Xiao Luan in the eye, Heilong. I was so convinced that, as long as I don't speak of it, it would never go out. It's just that… after Feng'er stopped living in his dorm, I was suddenly getting this urge to reform our little family. So many things happened to Feng'er that I was so scared that I would end up losing him, too.

"I have so many things to pay for, but I still can't use my life as collateral." Mian Bingbing chuckled. "I'm a very proud person, and I don't want to lie about it. I can't stake my life to help you, Xiao Luan, but I will always pray and wish that your next mother would be way more human than me." She then turned to Li Heilong. "Your decision to sign the divorce papers is correct. I don't deserve you at all..."