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I'm sorry guys. I was going to post today since it was winter break and I wanted to give you guys more, but around 12ish, my cousin passed away. I was the closest to him and treated him like he's my older brother. He got me into anime which led me to love light novels as well. It wasn't frequent, but we did go out to Little Tokyo and tried out ramen places and all that good stuff. He helped me make up with my mother when we fought and he was the thread that tied our entire family together. This is my first loss of a loved one and I just feel confused and tired. Everything just seems fake. Once again I'm sorry, but I might take next week off too. I might not because I might write a chap just to get my mind off of my cousin, but otherwise, I'll see you guys in around 2 weeks. I also wanted to post this so that he will never die. Even if he's not with me, at the very least the memory of him will always live on in the Internet. Sorry I'm rambling like someone who's insane.