My story begins in the Highlands, a place of immense beauty. Much like the garden of Eden
before the fall, my homeland witnesses powerfully
to God's love and creativity. Across the Highlands
and Islands should be the words Ceud Mile Failte,
which in Gaelic means "A hundred thousand
welcomes." Not because the people are welcoming,
though many are, but because God's creation
welcomes and even beckons you to come and see
the glories of his handiwork.
This is the land of the deer, the golden eagle,
Shetland ponies, sheep, Highland cattle, seals,
otters, and—once upon a time—wolves. It is the
land of great mountains, cliffs, and woodlands.
Inverness is the gateway to these beautiful
Highlands. Along the river that flows through the
town is the great Loch Ness. Where, according to
legend, Saint Columba sent a monster back into the
sea, praying it would never return.
At the other end of Inverness lay a small,
little-known village in a glen, near the famous river
Nairn. On one side of the river was Nairnshire and
the famous Cawdor Castle, whilst on the other was
Inverness-shire and beautiful Kilravock Castle, seat
of power for the diplomatic Clan Rose. It was on
Kilravock's side of the river that we had our
dwelling. Our village was between the Kilravock
estate and the village of Culloden. It consisted of a
few thatched-roofed black houses, some crofts, and
the ruin of an old broch, a circular Iron-Age
building of dry stone.
Legend has it that while on his way to help
found a church at Kilravock, Saint Columba passed
through Inverness and Nairnshire in the sixth
century and introduced the people to the Christian
faith. Before, they had gathered in places like Clava
Cairns near Culloden to practice traditional ancestor
worship. As this Celtic missionary from Ireland
journeyed through Scotland settling churches,
starting with one on the Isle of Iona, the gospel
spread and many became followers of Jesus. Our
wealthy neighbour's estate was named Kilravock, or
"Church on the Rock," for Saint Columba had
planted a church there long ago.
It was in this deeply spiritual landscape that
I sat on a rock watching over my Father's sheep on
a calm day in the spring of 1740. Many lambs
gambolled before me, and the nearby fields of gold
blew gently in the breeze.
All of a sudden, a great mist came down. I
began to shiver, and I wrapped myself in my coat of
sheep wool and covered my legs a little better with
my tartan kilt. A lone, dark figure caught my eye as
it emerged from the mist. At first I was unsure what
it was—until I realised it was Condon the recluse,
clutching his Tyndale Bible and with a sense of
determination walking toward me. I wondered what
he wanted as he sat down beside me on the rock.
"Do you know who I am?" he asked.
"Why, yes sir, I do."
"I'm Condon. Do not be afraid." He was a
tall thin man with a long black robe, much like a
priest, and he had no hair on his head, but a long
grey beard on his face.
"I'm not afraid, sir. I know that the villagers
like to gossip. I reckon, if you don't mind me
saying, that you are a kind old man, really."
Because of his radical views, some had begun to say
he was a witch or even worse. To me he was just a
kind man who had gone about doing good until his
radical faith in Jesus led him into conflict with most
of the established churches. The inevitable fallout
drove him to avoid crowded places and eventually
turned him into a recluse. Still, some of his strange
teachings reached us in whispers. He advocated that
all who follow Jesus are priests, not just the official
clergy.
Much of what he said made sense, as did hiskind manner
Much of what he said made sense, as did his
kind manner. But why was he here now? Had this
persecuted recluse emerged just to speak to me?
"Your name is Davy, isn't it?"
"Yes."
"It is a nice name, from the Hebrew,
meaning beloved. Do you know the story of David
from the Scriptures?"
"Yes, sir. I love it."
"Jesus is a descendant of David, the beloved
of God. Jesus is the only begotten Son of God who
was born into this world and died and rose again.
Saint John calls him the Word and the Light. When
he died, he did so as atonement for our sins, and
when he rose, he did so to defeat the power and
curse of death and hell on this once-holy world. Do
you believe in him?"
My heart warmed as I heard these truths
afresh, as did my wonder at his boldness in coming
out of hiding just to share the good news with me.
"I do, and have done a few years now. I found a
tract blowing in the wind once. It was a translation
of an article by someone called Menno Simons."
The old man looked as if he were about to
cry, but he held it back.
"I want to tell you something, Davy. You
will see many horrors in your life, of that I am sure.
But I want to encourage you that God loves you and
will never forsake you. He is not the author of war
and division. He did not send his Son as one to
steal, kill, or destroy. He sent him to give, to raise
up, and to restore."
I sat holding one of the lambs still in wonder
at this man's boldness and authority in the way he
spoke of things of God. I had never heard anyone
speak in this manner before.
He smiled a broad smile, and his eyes lit up
with joy. "How fitting that God chooses a shepherd
boy for this task . . ."
"What task?" I said, frowning.
"You are to be a light against the evils of
war. In great troubles God can bring to you great
joy, just as he did for Saint Paul and Silas when they
were in jail for the faith. You know that story?"
"Aye, is that the one where the early
Christians got arrested and then started singing in
the prison, and God opened the doors? Then the
guard was about to kill himself, fearing the harsh
punishment if his prisoners had escaped, but Paul
stopped him and then the guard joined the
Christians?"
"Yes, it is."
Condon smiled to himself, no doubt at the
fact that I was fairly well educated for a farm boy. I
had always loved to learn, and when a missionary
taught me to read, there was no stopping me.
Sometimes a travelling family, known to us only as
the pedlars, persecuted by many but loved by my
people, came to visit and sold books to my Father
for me to read. I loved the books, and judging by the
variety they carried, it was clear my travelling
friends had either been far or had the means to
acquire these lovely editions from those who had.
Where these wandering strangers had come from or
even where they went to was a great mystery and a
topic of lively debate at mealtimes. Some suggested
they were angels, which at the time I laughed at,
preferring the notion that they might be itinerant
ministers from further north or across the Irish Sea.
They certainly didn't have a local accent, that was
for sure.
Condon fixed his eyes on me, and his voice
lowered as though what he was about to say was
especially important. "Davy, I knew the exact time
of your birth and what you would look like when
the time was at hand, for I dream dreams. Now is
the time. A great evil is brewing in the land that will
turn the nation against itself. But you must make a
stand for what is right. Be strong, young man, be
strong."
"I don't understand . . ."
"You will."
With that, he stood and walked back into the
mist. Once he had gone the mist began to disappear,
and Condon was seen no more.