Repaying

The realization hit him like a sledgehammer

It doesn't matter if he is more cautious and try not to become like that person he saw in the vision.

"It didn't matter at all" he mutters to himself. 

"I started from the wrong assumption. I was wrong from even the first step. No wonder I could only make more mistake after that" 

Azief thought to himself. 

When he sees the future, he sees himself killing so many people.

His eyes were heartless and his heart seems even colder than stone. 

He did not understand why he become like that. 

That no matter how evil he become in the future, how could he be that evil. 

He laid awake at night sometimes asking himself that question

Asking himself how could he become like that?

He did not understand it. 

Did someone betray him and so he become like that? 

Did he lose someone dear to him and become evil? 

Did he become arrogant and then view life as nothing?