chapter 5: the ugly truth

[merging memories can be done, but the system recommends host to go and lay down in his room before the process starts it will be a painful experience.]

"System how do I get there?"

[host only needs go out that door in front of you, does host want the system to scan host brain for any damage?]

I slowly get up and walk to the door, but I couldn't help but think that one of this days I'm going make the system pay for making fun of me. I reach my hand and grabbed the handle turned it to open the door. In front of me was a room with simple but elegant design. The furniture contained one king size bed, two-night stands and a walk-in closet. I start to walk to the bed and see reddish-black stains all over the pillows and sheets.

"system, the red stains what are they?"

[the red stains are host dried up blood that has gathered up for years.]

"WHAT!!?" I need to know why the bed is covered in old blood. As I forced myself to lay down a foul stench of blood reached my nose. I covered my nose with my hands and told the system to start the process.

[would host like to merge memories now Y/N?]

"Yes."

[ process will commence…]

"system silence my surrounding, so no one hears my screams." I yelled out loud as I could already feel the throbbing pain in my head.

[system has blocked in all sounds, no noise what so ever will be coming out of this room. Host does not need to hold in your screams.]

When I heard that I couldn't help but scream with my hands on my head and start to roll around to at least keep me from fainting. After a short period of time, when the pain slowly starts disappearing I hear the system notification again.

[process is completed… *Ding*… host body seems to be stable, system recommends host to meditate to sort out host new memories.]

Hearing that I sit up and sit in Indian style and try to meditate. After a long while I start to see images containing memories flashing across my eyes. The memories were so over-whelming that I passed out.

When I woke up I felt like I am submerged in some sort of liquid. Where the hell am I, as I tried to move around the liquid started to rush pass me and I start to feel pressure on my head and slowly start to move on the rest of my body. Once my head was out I got blinded by a bright light. As soon as I regain my vision I start to look at my surroundings to see a middle-aged female dressed in a maid outfit, as she wraps me in a warm blanket before she passes me to a young-looking woman and said.

"here congratulations madam it is a little boy."

The young woman hugs me and says "hello my sweet baby boy I'm your mommy. Your name is Arthur Pendragon you are the fourth prince from a strong family line, so you are destined for great things." Before showing me a warm smile.

So, it seems I am going through the body's previous owners memories in a first-person point of view.

I look up at the woman/ mother holding me and I couldn't help but feel a warm sensation as I lay on her arms, and slowly close my eyes to fall asleep.

I woke up to my mom's voice as I see her with a big smile and hugs me and said, "happy birthday my baby boy." So, I am guessing I am only going to see the important memories, and something happened to him at his fifth birthday.

She hands me a gift before telling me "your dad is waiting for you in his study so get dressed and hurry up". I opened the gift when she left my room to find a cool looking neckless, I put it on and get dressed as I run to my dad's study room. Once I'm inside I tell my dad that I turn five today and I want to check if I can awaken my bloodline to get stronger just like you.

He looks at me before saying to follow him, as we walk behind our house I see the family tombs he opens the door and walks in. I hurried up to catch up to him, he stops at entrance of the new room as he looks to his right I turn as well to my surprise to see my three brothers, there I run up to them and said that I'm going to awaken my bloodline with a big smile on my face.

My dad's face gets distorted and yells at me to get on the Altar. I get scared and run up to it and stand still in the middle and close my eyes. I wait for an hour and nothing happen I open my eyes and see my dad talking to my brothers, so I walk up to him and say.

"dad what happen did something go wro...?"

Before I could finish what, I was saying my dad punched me in the face and scream.

"I have no weak son like you get out of my face before I kill you myself!!!"

"Dad why what did I do wrong?" I look at my dad hoping for an explanation

He ignores me and faces my brothers and say, "beat the living shit out of him I have better thing to do than waste my time with him." After he finishes he walks away

Why is this happening I tried to get back up, but my hair was grabbed and pulled up. I look up to see my oldest brother looking at me with a sorrowful looking face. I start to feel tears coming down "brother what are you doing let me g…!"

I see a punch coming to my face, so I stopped what I was saying as I tried to move out of the way, but my other brothers start to kick and punch me all over I feel my bones start to break, as I fell on the floor and passed out.

I woke up and see my mom crying saying that she is sorry it's her fault she couldn't protect me, I start to cry again as I slowly pass out.

It's been ten years since that tragic day my family have been keeping their distance, but whenever they see me they start to beat me up until I beg for them to let me go or until I lick their feet's. The only one who treated me with love was my mom, but one day she stopped seeing me, so I went to her room and saw something that made me break down and lose all the hope I had left. I see her talking to my dad and laughing as she says "that I still think I love him hahaha…" I start to walk away but not till I see a group of maids walk up to me and start to beat me and said that I have no right to walk in this place after they finished they threw me in my room and told me if I leave again we will beat you to death.

Four years have passed since then and I keep getting fatter and fatter I couldn't help but think there is nothing left to live as I walk to the restroom and fill out the tub with water and I lay there. As I picked up the dagger start to cut four deep cuts on each arm. I start to pray that someone can take over my life and that revenge for everything I went through and see nothing but darkness then I hear "I will make everyone pay for the things they did to you, it's time to let go and say good bye."

I woke up from my meditation and feel tears coming out and a look of determination appeared in my eyes.

"system I need power, so I can kill every single person that treated him like shit, what do you suggest?"

[Does host want to finish the process for system setting Y/N.]

"Yes."

*Ding* *Ding* *Ding*

[host please choose gender for the system A.I, male or female?]

"FEMALE!!! Do you even need to ask?"

[will host want to fix my appearance himself Y/N?"]

"Yes!!!"

a blank A.I. appeared in a screen in front of me.

[will host please design system appearance]

Hehehe… I know how to make her appearance look like.

"System I want you to make yourself look like…"

*Ding* *Ding* *Ding*

[system appearance is set, host check before confirming transformation.]

What appeared in front of my eyes was a beautiful and seductive looking woman with silky smooth black hair with creamy white skin. She had a sexy figure, wearing light makeup and dressed in alluring light purple dress with a purple colored flower on her head. This only brought out her beauty even further. Her breast was like huge balls sticking out and were almost bursting out from her top. At the same time, they were soft, firm and vey bouncy, and when she moved the pair of giant balls started bouncing without any signs of stopping. Her ass was just as perfect it looked soft and firmed.

"Yes!!! This is perfect."

[appearance is set… process is now complete]

[system will give host three option on which way host can lead to get strong.]

Quest 1. Stay here and get stronger which may lead to host parent to find out and may lead to host death.

Quest 2. Leave and explore the kingdoms before getting strong has a higher chance for host to be killed by hired mercenaries.

Quest 3. Stage host death and live in the forest for one year to get enough strength to protect himself.

[which option will host choose]

"is there any reason to ask, ill choose quest 3. It's safer."

[host get ready as I'm going to transfer you to low lvl forest]

"system how will you stage my death?"

[host doesn't need to worry I will just set it up the way he suicided]

[*Ding* transferring in 3.2.1.]