Chapter 4

I walk out still crying and that guy that called me in earlier and wipe my face. That man asks "Did you make it?" "Yes I did." I answered back while still crying. I open the other door to led into the waiting room and the second I did that everyone looks at me. When I sore (yes I know that is the wrong sore but I don't care!) everyone was looking at me I put my head down and I start to walk back to the corner and I put my thumb up to say I made it. I go back to my corner and start to cry. I do this for about a minute before I hear my name again so I go up still crying and make my way over there. I walk in to see that guy from earlier wanted me the go to the judges so I do it.

When I walked in a sore (sorry!) the three judges from earlier they wanted to know if I was a kid I say "No I just have a DNA diseases I'm 24 and I have never had a job besides YouTube because I have only done school work and I'm working on my bachelor for computer animation and this is my second year." I lie then the girl said "Okay we will believe you. You can go back now." "That was a close one." I whisper to myself as I walked back into the waiting room and go sit back in that corner and start to remember about prep I start to cry again but this time it started uncontrollable it just got worse and worse the more I cried. It stared to get to much until I felt a tap on my shoulder I see this man with brown hair and my first instinct was to scream so I screamed and jumped until I calmed down and asked "I'm not shore about this but I know your familiar anyway, my name is Britney and my channel name is Britney Full Of Fun." "I don't know but I'm Matthias nice to meet you!" Matthias answered a happy voice "Well aren't you happy today Matthias!" I say starting to fell happy. I start to explain why I was crying along with the rest of my life, by the time I finished I was felling so happy that I wanted talk with other people I know it's crazy but I want to do this so I ask "Hey, I'm felling a lot better and do you have a group of friends to hag out with ... Wait did I get say that I want to be with people! Why did I say that out loud!!! **Face palm** I was going to ask if I could meet your friends? Sorry the reason I'm acting like this in because I'm a introvert and I'm pessimistic so I normally I'm sad and if you want to hear more I've got a lot of things I hate about myself take for example I'm a nerd I'm fat I'm -" I try to explain but Matthias cuts me of saying "I just don't get how you can get so sad and hate yourself so much you need to lighten up come I will show you my friends and ask them if they think you fat or not okay?" "Okay but I'm telling you I'm fat!" I answer in a angry tone. Matthias take me you his friends and ask them straight up 'do you think this girl is fat?' No they all say at the same time one of them said maybe a bit to young but no. "See?" Matthias says in a I told you so voice "Okay, Okay I see but I just hate myself I can't stop that I'm just sad." Once again try to explain but then one of Matthias' friends says "You know what... you need to spend more time with Matt we all sore (wrong sore sorry!) how you are with him. You know what I think you might have a crush on Matt you know what time it is... 'Matt and Britney sitting in a tree K I S S I N G!!!'" "no" i say with a bland face on. I face palm and try to get it out of my mind. Out of anger I start to bit my hand Matt and his friends start to look at me look I'm a maniac then it was all of a sudden everyone was looking at me and I mean everyone was looking at me but I didn't care it made me that angry. I rip my off of my mouth form my hand and I ripped off all of my hand's skin and it started to bleed like no tomorrow I start to have an urge to code so I run to the closest computer and started to code like crazy with my hand still bleeding I started to lose control over my body and my vision started to fadeout but my fingers were still moving I had lost control, all I had was my mind left.

**Time skip**

I had been like this for almost an hour I felt so tired from fighting back the anger to take control over my body once again I just missed mum, Matt (Remember that I'm only 11 and I do not like him!!!) and my body I gave up and stopped fighting back the anger was to strong for me I started to die then all of a sudden I got help it was a bright light helping me so I fought with it and slowly pushed the anger out of my head I could open my eyes all I sore (sorry) was a computer I run to it because I had not control over my body just my head I started to call Matt as loud as I could. Matt ran over to me as fast as he could he picked me up but I punch him in the face and he lets me go. I start to run to I don't know maybe a wall I let go just enough so the anger could take control of my head again so I would fall. It worked and I get more help from that light it helped me before but I wait for another one to come. When another one came I fought with it and the other one then in sore (sorry) another light I said for it to go to the heart and I will stay back here the light started to go down to the heart.

**Time skip to when the light gets to my heart**

The light has got to my heart and started to kill the anger to get it out of my heart and it worked I started to fell happy and my heart killed the rest of the anger in my body I've never felt so happy to be happy. After that I started to wake up I woke up in such a good mood I still wanted to talk with people I sit up to see everyone there I started to panic I started to get up and started to run I stop and shouted as loud as i could and said "I have control over my body again!!!" I start to run again and not stop until Matthias taped me on the shoulder and asked "Britney what are you saying the defibrillation worked?" I stand there for a minute thinking about it and that was the bright light that helped to fight against the anger so I said "So was that the bright light that helped me fight against the anger was it not? What am I dreaming. This must be a dream!!! Bye dream back to sad life." I punch myself in the face as hard as i could but that didn't work and say "So this is life, well if its not let's go back to the judging so I can have a good dream for once." Everyone look at me weird then we all go back to are spots but I don't go with Matt I go back to that corner Matthias come over to me and asked "Why aren't you back with us Britney?" "Wait I wanted to be with people um... I guess so I'll come" I answered I a confused and happy voice I start to walk over and told Matt why it was because I didn't want to get my hopes up if this is a dream. Matt understands and is happy that I want to get out of my comfort zone. Then I ask "Why did you come here?" Matt looks at me like I'm dumb "Why else, I came to win your saying you didn't?" "No not to win I came after a game if truth or dare see we have a thing where if you don't go dare it gets worse. So because I always choose truth the dare would get worse and worse and it got so bad that when I dared it was to enter Internet Icon and all I have is a phone and a laptop with a editing software worse the iMovie." I answer starting to fell sad again but not to let's it get the better of me.

**Time skip about 10 minutes**

"Okay everyone go to the center and I will you the results. If I call you number please came up to the front. Number 22, (me) Number 55, (Matt) Number ... " he called about 20 numbers "If I called you number you are in the top 20" "um... now this has to be a dream." I say staring to panic Matthias taps me on the shoulder and says " Calm down we made it." "Wait what do you mean that we. Did we both make it?" I answer starting to panic even more "I need to sit down." I sit down and Matthias joins me. "I ship it." I heard one Matthias' friends yell out as he was leaving I roll my eyes as anger starts to burn up inside of me but I fought it away well as best as a could. "Um... Matt I just want to say sorry about punching you in the face before I had no control over my body and I was hoping that you wouldn't be mad at me, I was just hoping you could stop me from running into a wall and I just want to say sorry." I say to Matt and started to cry. Matthias cuddles me and says "Oh Britney don't cry please I hate to see you cry it makes me sad and I hate being sad." He says and starts to cry.

**Time skip about 10 minutes**

"Okay everyone come back to the center to see who is in the top ten!!!" Said the guy from earlier me and Matt got up while still both crying and stared to go to the center of the room. "Okay now everyone is here I shall announce the top 10 YouTubers for... Internet Icon!" I started to shake like crazy Matt tried to calm me down with a hug it worked a little bit but I was still shaking "but because you are all so good we will put you into groups." Right then and there I knew that I would be only in the top 20 not the top 10. "Well I'm sorry for anyone who is with me. I'm just putting this out there and a quote 'I'M GOING TO LOSE!!!'" I said yelling the the last part. Matt taps me on the shoulder "Why are so shore that you are you are going to lose Britney?" Matt said and sounded really worried. Everyone starts to just stares at us just saying nothing and starring at us and not knowing what to do. "Matt I suck at making YouTube videos." I start to bit my hand but stopped and remembered about what happened before and how I punched Matthias in the face I started to cry again and ran out the door and shouted "I don't belong here!" as I ran out of the building and onto the streets. I ran for about an hour before I started to slow down. I started to cry and curled into a ball putting my head against my knees.

Matt's P.O.V.

"I don't belong here!" I hear Britney shout as she cried and ran out the door. 'I don't belong here' those word rang in my head. My knees started to go weak from gilt I just felt so bad. So bad for not chasing her, not trying to help her I just can't get my mind of her she needs help.

**Time skip**

Britney's P.O.V

That's it I need to go back I need to face the world I need to show that I can do this that's it I'm going! I start to walk back. After about half an hour I sat down to catch my breath I sat there for ten minutes watching the cars go by one by one until one of the cars stopped in front of me. My eyes started to widen and I was getting reddy to run but when the car door opened I was so shocked to see who it was...

Sorry end of chapter😫😓

Just joking I will continue so let's go!!!

Still Britney's P.O.V.

I see Matt? "Matt why are you here I thought I thought th - that I was um... I'm sorry!!!" I burst into tears and start to run away again. Matt jumps into the car (I'm guessing it's his car) and followed me but to my surprise I was faster an Matt's car.

**Time skip**

After about half an hour later I lost site of Matt and sat down wanting to sleep but I get up and started to walk again but this time I don't go far and ended out passing out.

**Dream\Black out thing idk if this is a dream so sorry if it's not 😔**

**beep beep**

**beep beep**

**beep beep**

"Britney it's time to wake up!" Nan screams from the other side of our small house "JUST FIVE MORE MINUTES!" I scream back. Nan runs into the room and starts to tickle me.

**Time skip**

"Noooooooo stop please stop!" I scream "Nope not until you wake up!" Nan screams back "I give up I will wake up." I say softly as nan stops tickling me "okay now go get dressed for school." "YES MAM!" I rush to my clothes and go straight to school (in Nan's car).

I get to school but the second I walk in I'm confronted with three tall men I don't know the names of. "What are you doing here little girl." The man in the middle said with the biggest grin ever. "Don't you remember yesterday little one?" Said the one to the left side I stand there for a minute and then it came to me.

**Flash back**

It was my first day in high school and I meet with a couple of friends at the school gate we all walk in at the same time the others went to look around for the first time but me I just wanted to study then three tall men walk up to me and started to punch me in the face I tried to get out of it but they where to strong for me. One of them punched me in the face. One started to choke me and the last one went to go get a baseball bat witch I'm only guess is to bash me in the face with. The last man came back with a baseball bat and a gun he points the gun at my head and said "Don't you dare tell anyone about us or you get this!" While shaking the gun at me "okay" I answer they walk away.

**End of flash back**

I go on my knees and beg for my safety please to not hurt me I beg for my life I start to cry. "Oh look at her, boss can we not hurt her." The one on the left said "no" the right and the middle said at the same time and start to laugh. "Nope I'm helping her!" The left goes and helps me up "Ha in your dreams!" The left one throws my on to the ground making me angry.

**End of black out**

"Britney at you okay?" I hear Matt say "No get away, get away!" I slap him in the face and the person to the left and right of him. I get up and start to run away. I ran for about 10 seconds then stop and turn back I sore (sorry) Matt, Kelly and Ala? "Girls how did you get here?" I say in a questioned but happy voice "We are not here we're in your mind." Ala answered "No Ala, Kelly don't go I miss you don't leave me!" I screamed and started to cry "Britney stay strong we believe in you." Ala responds "goodbye" Kelly said. Tears start to become streams and streams became rivers, Matt came up to me and hugged but I pushed him back after I sore (sorry) what I did to him I gave him a black eye and a hand print on his face. I picked him up and ran back to the Internet Icon top 100 videos place.

I run into the building and drop him on the floor I start to fell light headed but I ignored it and sit down to help Matthias (Yay NAMES!!! Not real his real name but hay that's better that Matt. Right?) I see that he was asleep.

Matt's P.O.V.

Great she's finally waking up i need to help her now. I started to pick her up but before I could do that she started to woke up fully and she opened her eyes and I say "Britney are you okay?" I say in a panicked voice. Britney's eyes widened and she slapped me in the face leaving me with a black eye and a print on my face. She starts to run of I let out a sigh as I stand up to go and find her again. About 10 seconds latter she turned around I opened my arms for a hug she ran into them but then pushed me back I'm guessing that she sore (sorry!) The black eye and the print on my face from her hand. All of a sudden Britney piked me up I was speechless I got stuck in thought. I started to think about how she could be so sad all the time, how she could be so down to earth, how she can only do the nice things and she would always get so guilty about something so simple I just feel for her.(not love just guilt) She's been bullied, she's been through anything and everything, I don't know why she's not fat she's not dumb, yes she a nerd but there is never a case where you can be to smart. Now thinking about it you can only be to smart if you're not even in high school and have an IQ of 120 (This is you. You have this IQ.) Then that is being to smart. Without your knowledge you fall asleep.

**Dream**

"Mum!!!" I hear a little girl scream that kind of sounds like Britney. I walk around for a bit then I see this little girl and she tried to scream but all that came out was a little squeal I felt so bad so I walk up to her and say in a calm and relaxed voice "Hi little one are you okay?" "no I'm not okay I feel sad and depressed I just want to get away from everyone and I am sorry for you wasting your time with me. Anyway I fell as I trust you... wait did I say I trust you? **sigh** I'm sorry I have never trusted someone before that is someone not my mum." The little girl say in a sad voice then I had an through, that could be Britney. It must be her she's depressed, she's looks as if she's been gone through a lot so a ask with another wave of kindness coming her way "What is your name? I know it must be just as sweet as you are." "Okay I will tell you and that I need to also say that..." She stops and then starts saying "I will tell you this fast because I trust you so here it goes. My name is Britney I am 4 and I am a single child and has bonded with things not people I plan on being a computer animator when i grow up and... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... I am being bullied for being fat and all I want to do is run away from home, run away from everything." A 4 year Britney said and intently broke into tears I hug her and try to calm her down but it didn't work.

**End of dream**

Britney's P.O.V.

I finally see Matt's eyes open after seeing him cry for half and hour straight. The crying hurt it really did. "Britney" Matt's says while still crying "I never could have known why but now I understand why you cry so easy and why your always sad it all came from one word 'fat'" Matt said while I look at him stunned "M-m-m-ma-tt-tt? i-s-s t-t-h-h-is yo-o-o-u? How-w-w did yo-ou kno-w-w-w-w-w-w-w?" I stutter and start to cry. Matt sat up fast, so fast that I am shocked he was not dizzy. "H-h-ow did-d-d-d you know that? I never told you-u-u that I don't get." I say still stuttering a little. "Britney don't worry I know now through that dream that I just had." Everyone starred at Matt confused as hell, "Matthew" I said pulling the full name card on the table. "Britney I never told you my full name before." Matt said I could tell he was holding back the stuttering from coming out of his mouth. "Dreams all I have to say is dreams. They do what we can't do." I say. I was going to start again but then someone cut me off saying "okay you can stop now lovebirds!" "Oh no... Oh no not again do you hear me or have I not make it clear enough for you... well that would make sense to how dumb you are so ... STOP IT I AM NOT GOING TO BE PUT THROUGH THIS AGAIN AND IF YOU DO I WILL DISLOCATE YOUR ELBOWS AND I WILL MAKE SHORE (sorry) THAT YOU WILL HATE THAT DAY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!!! ... ... ... I'm sorry I didn't want to do it, it's just the anger to take control over my body again and it wants to kill me. I didn't even want to say that... ... ... I SWEAR IF YOU TAKE CONTROL OVER MY BODY AGAIN I WILL KILL YOU ALONG WITH MYSELF!!!" I say as I dig my nails into my skin. Matt confused taps me on the shoulder and asks in a concerned voice "Britney please don't do that. We don't want you to hurt yourself right everyone?" "RIGHT!" Everyone screamed at the same time. "um... if everyone can lower your voices I've got a splitting headache over here." I say with a sad tone. With that I sit down and for some reason I punched myself in the face and fall unconscious.

Matt's P.O.V.

I wake up to see Britney and I call her name weakly she looks down at me happy but also sad I say that "I know why you bullied. It was because of one word 'fat.'" She intently started to cry and she stuttered out "M-m-m-ma-tt-tt -i-s-s t-t-h-h-is yo-o-o-u? How-w-w did yo-ou kno-w-w-w-w-w-w-w?" Britney started to cry heavier. I explain that I found out because of that dream I had. Everyone looks at me like I'm crazy. Out of blue Britney says something that I never through she would say ...

"Matthew." "Britney i never told you my full name before." I say and starred at her. All she responses was "Dream all I have to say is dreams. They do what we can't do." Britney started to open her mouth to talk but before she could do that one of my friends cut her off "okay you can stop now lovebirds!" I sore (sorry) that Britney's face was going red from anger and I knew that my friend was in big trouble. Everyone started to walk away from Britney including me and I coved my ears knowing she was going to get mad. "Oh no... Oh no not again do you hear me have I not make it clear enough for you ... well that would make sense to dumb you are so ... STOP IT I AM NOT GOING TO BE PUT THROUGH THIS AGAIN AND IF YOU DO I WILL DISLOCATE YOUR ELBOWS AND I WILL MAKE SHORE THAT YOU WILL HATE THAT DAY FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!!! ... ... ... I'm sorry i didn't want to do it, it's just the anger to take over my body again and it wants to kill me. I didn't even want to say that... ... ... I SWEAR IF YOU TAKE CONTROL OVER MY BODY AGAIN I WILL KILL YOU ALONG WITH MYSELF!!!" I uncovered my ears to so Britney digging her nails into her skin and I run over there to say "Britney please don't do that. We don't want you to hurt yourself, right everyone? "RIGHT!" Everyone screamed time Britney covered her ears and says "um... if everyone can lower your voices I've got a splitting headache over here." She sits down and... punchers herself? In the face? She falls unconscious and I rush to help Britney and I find that she is barely breathing we call 911.

Britney's P.O.V.

"Britney come to me. I need you to come we need you." A strange voice called "I'm coming but were are you?" You call back "Just come to me." It calls back.

I started to somehow fly. After about 15 minutes of flying I see a toy with a voice recorder I closed my eye to rest them. I opened my eyes to see my home, my baby called Australia. I sore (SORRY!) my home in Melbourne.(AKA. THE MOST LIVEABLE CITY IN THE WORLD!!! That's not my home in real life I just found out online.)

**End of dream**(Not the end of the blackout. Just the end of the dream in the black out.)

Matt's P.O.V.

**Time skip 3 days**

I wake up in the hospital chair still waiting for Britney to wake up. I stand up to go home but when I stood up I heard my back cracks immediately sit back down. I wait for my back to relax. I get back up to go home but then I saw (YAY I GOT THE SPELLING RIGHT!!!) the unbelievable. I hear the hospital bed rustle I look to see Britney moving around in the bed. I rushed to her side and she opens her eyes she jumped but then closes her eyes and falls back asleep. I called Joey my little brother it went like this.

Me, Joey

"COME!!!"

"do you need help?"

" YES I DO JUST COME TO THE HOSPITAL"

"WAIT WHAT I'M COMI-"

**End of call**

Joey's P.O.V.

I was watching TV and my phone rang and see that is was Matt. I answer it and Matt said to come to the hospital and that scared because he was yelling and he rarely yells so I got my car keys as well as my money and plop myself in my car.

**Time skip to when I got to the hospital**

I park my car and run into the hospital and I see Matt run up to and practically shout as he was running up to me. "Jo remember that friend that I told you about that punched herself in the face?" "yessss? No I don't remember her but is she okay?" I answered Matt's question but then asked for an answer. "Well" he started. "She ... s-she is ... she is alive but is has suffered a lot of internal bleeding and is in a deep sleep. Is nearly put herself in a coma." Matt says and running into a hug and starts to cry. I start to pat Matt's back in a attempt to calm him down. We stayed hugging of about 5 minutes and I brake the silence by saying "So why did you call me to come to the hospital?" He brakes for the hug and looked down and says "Well, number 1, I needed to tell someone. Number 2, I needed to cry and not have someone joke about stuff or try to cheer me up because all I want to and all I will do is cry. Number 3, I trust you not to tell anyone. You're my little brother and my best friend. So can you promise me that you wont tell anyone?" He looked up and starred at me. He looked so sad for her he really was worried about her. "Of course I will" I replied. I tried to put a smile on my face but I couldn't, my body wouldn't let me. It was so hard to be sad. Matt started to walk out the door to go home but before he could I said "Matt do you want to go back with me to my place and you can tell me about her?" All he did was nod and we both hopped into my car.

**Time skip back home with Matt**

"Thanks bro for having me at your place I don't want Amanda see me like this. I know her to much she would end up panicking about me and start to cry and I love her to much for that to happen and I hate seeing her cry." Matt started to cry and after about 2 minutes he started to cry even more. We started to get out of the car I see him on his phone but then looked up and walked inside. Matt looked at the TV and he stoped. He stoped everything and just starred at the TV. After a minute he snapped back to life and started to panic I tapped him on the shoulder and asked what's wrong. He starred at me and said "I haven't made a YouTube video in 3 days." I wondered why he was so calm. He had never been that calm ever saying that. Then he started to panic saying... well not saying but screaming "WHAT I MISSED OUT ON 3 DAYS OF YOUTUBE! I'VE MISSED OUT OF 2 TEAM EGDE VIDEOS, 3 VLOGS AND 2 VIDEOS FOR MY MAIN!" He started to breath heavily as he went to sit down on the lounge.

Matt's P.O.V.

I end the phone call and run straight down to the front door and soon as I get to the front door of the hospital I see Joey run in I run to him and as I do I said "Jo remember that friend that I told you about that punched herself in the face?" Jo responds with while asking another question "yessss? No I don't remember her but is she okay?" "Well" I started trying not to cry. "She ... s-she is ... she is alive but is has suffered a lot of internal bleeding and is in a deep sleep. Is nearly put herself in a coma." Joey opened his arms up for a hug and I run into his arms gratefully. We started to hug and I instantly started to cry, Joey started to pat my back to try to make me fell better. Then the asked the question that I hoped he would not ask. "So why did you call me to come to the hospital?" I brake the hug and looked down and told him I said. "Well, number 1, I needed to tell someone. Number 2, I needed to cry and not have someone joke about stuff or try to cheer me up because all I want to and all I will do is cry. Number 3, I trust you not to tell anyone. You're my little brother and my best friend. So can you promise me that you wont tell anyone?" I looked up felling sad and worried. I fell it all for Britney (Matt does not like Britney. Like COME ON she's only 11!) "Of course I will." I herd Joey say. I saw (YAY SPELLING!) Joey trying to smile but couldn't. I started to walk out the hospital door and I was about to get into my car but then I heard Joey shout "Matt do you want to go back with me to my place and you can tell me about her?" I couldn't talk so I smiled and we went to Joey's car. I sat there just thinking, thinking about life.

We get to Joey's house and Joey starts to get out the car and I said "Thanks bro for having me at your place I don't want Amanda see me like this. I know her to much she would end up panicking about me and start to cry and I love her to much for that to happen and I hate seeing her cry." After I said that I started to get a flash back.

**Flash back**

"Okay everyone go to the center and I will you the results. If I call you number please came up to the front. Number 22, (Britney) Number 55, (me) Number ... " he called about 20 numbers "If I called you number you are in the top 20" "um... now this has to be a dream." Britney said say staring to panic I taped her on the shoulder and say " Calm down we made it." "Wait what do you mean that we. Did we both make it?" Britney answers and started to panic even more "I need to sit down." She said and sat down, and I joined her. "I ship it." I heard one my friends yell out as he was leaving I sighed as I saw the anger starting to burn up inside of her, but she fought it away well as best she could. "Um... Matt I just want to say sorry about punching you in the face before I had no control over my body and I was hoping that you wouldn't be mad at me. I was just hoping you could stop me from running into a wall and I just want to say sorry." She said to me and started she started to cry. I cuddle her and said. "Oh Britney don't cry please I hate to see you cry it makes me sad and I hate being sad." I said and started to cry.

**End of flash back**

I started to cry. I started to get out of Joey's car and started to test Amanda it went like this.

Me, Amanda

'Hey!'

'HI!'

'Just so you know I'm with Joey. See you later. :P'

'Okay see you later. :D'.

'BYE!!!'

'BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!'

I look up to see Joey looking back at me. We walked inside and when I saw the TV I remembered "I haven't made a YouTube video in 3 days." I was... calm I don't know why, but I was. Then I thought of my fans and I started to panic saying "WHAT I MISSED OUT ON 3 DAYS OF YOUTUBE! I'VE MISSED OUT OF 2 TEAM EGDE VIDEOS, 3 VLOGS AND 2 VIDEOS FOR MY MAIN!" I started to breath heavily and I went to sit on the lounge.

Britney's P.O.V.

I turn to my side as I see a bright light and I cover my eyes. I heard footsteps come to me. I curled up into a ball and started to shake. "G-g-get aw-w-way please-e-e." I said strutting "Don't be scared. I'm there to help." Someone for behind me said. For some reason he sounded familiar. I look up to see a man in glasses "Are you okay?" He asks me. " I-I don't-t-t-t-t-t kno-know?" I responded back while looking him straight in his dark blue nearly black eyes. After 7 minutes and 18 seconds all of a sudden his eyes turned into a bright orange and he started to reach for his back pocket and grabbed a knife and brought it to my throat.

**End of dream and end of black out / coma**

I found my legs straight. I sit up tucking in my legs and knees in with my hands supporting my body. (all of this with my eyes closed) I open my eyes and see that I'm in the hospital. I instantly get out of the hospital bed and ran out of the hospital room. The room number as 827. I closed my eyes as saw the dream. I slapped myself in the face to wake me up from this half dream thing and opened up my eyes once again. I continue to walk across the hospital and as I get out of the front door I see Matt get in a car with another man. I walk back to the front desk and ask in a soft voice. "Did a man just left after seeing me now? ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... his name is Matt and mine is Britney." "Yes I did, he left with another man called Joey. His Matt's little brother." The female receptionist said with a kind voice. "Thank you. I appreciate it." I said back with a nice voice. "Your welcome Miss (random last name). Always happy to help." She said back. I smile at her and she smiles back.

**Time skip 6 days**

I was at the Internet Icon top 100 videos place. I walk in and once again everyone looked at me. By 'everyone' I mean the top 20 people for Internet Icon but this time I don't look down, I just put on a smile and keep walking to Matt and started to talk with him.

**Time skip 12 minutes later**

"Okay guys time to find out the top 10 contestants for... ... ... ... INTERNET ICON!!!" The guy from earlier/host said. "So lets gooooo!" We all stand there in anticipation, waiting for names to be called. " If I call your number please come up to the front. ... ... ... Number (random number form 1 to 99 do not have past numbers and the numbers 22 or 55), Number 55(Matt), Number (random number form 1 to 99 do not have numbers 22 or 55), Number (random number form 1 to 99 do not have past numbers and the numbers 22 or 55), Number (random number form 1 to 99 do not have past numbers and the numbers 22 or 55), Number (random number form 1 to 99 do not have past numbers and the numbers 22 or 55), Number (random number form 1 to 99 do not have past numbers and the numbers 22 or 55), Number (random number form 1 to 99 do not have past numbers and the numbers 22 or 55), Number (random number form 1 to 99 do not have past numbers and the numbers 22 or 55) and last but not least Number 22. (me) ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Congratulations if I called your number you are in the top 10 of Internet Icon. If I did not call your number I'm sorry but you might have been the 11th person. So please come back for session 3 of Internet Icon." The host said. "How did this happen. Is this my life." I say to no one but myself. I look up to not see Matt there in the other 10. I turn to my left and see Matt standing next to me. I jumped a bit but then got over it. "Well Matt I think this is goodbye, ... I'll miss you so much but, before you leave I just want to say that ... ... You helped more than I could ever imagined. More I could I ever ask for. Thank you. Thank you for being there when I had rough times, for helping me through the times when all I wanted to do was run away, for all the times the only thing I wanted to do was cry and you where the that could put a smile on my face and for all the times you went out of the way to help me even when it wasn't necessary. So goodbye Matthew and thank you for your help." I say starting to cry as I turned away form him. "Wait, wait, wait, wait. Do you think I'm out? Because I'm still in. I was number 55 the second called up." Matthew (I'm starting to get real deep because I'm using Matt's real names) said as I turned back looking just as confused as I felt.