Suspicions

[Hey, Silica]

I called Silica

[What is it? Are you done looking at my status?]

Silica said nonchalantly.

Does she even care?

Does she not know that I saw all kinds of titles on her status?

Even that 'Hidden Masochist' Title!

*Smirk* Not like it matters.

I just have to ask her about my purpose and what I'm doing here.

She already said that I'm going to get transported to a fantasy world but...

And if she's not honest *Smirk* I'll have to force her to speak up...

I have already familiarized myself with my powers because of my skills...

However, I still can't control them...

I don't even want to think about what would happen if I lost control of my powers...

I'll probably destroy everything, nothing will exist then, no, I don't think that 'nothingness' will still exist if that ever happens.

*Sigh* If only Silica accepted my request from before, I could have probably controlled all of my powers by now...

Hmm?

Are you wondering why I'm still a virgin despite being very popular back in my former world?

Well, It's obviously because I had to keep my 'Perfect' image!

If I slept with a woman then all of my hard work would have disappeared in a moment!

And all kinds of rumors would have already circulated by the next day after that!

*Groan* Just thinking about it makes my head hurt!

If Silica just accepted my 'request' then I should have already had full control over my power, well, probably, maybe, in all likelihood?

Well, It doesn't matter now...

I then shot a look at Silica and said

[Hey!]

Silica seemed to be startled and as she immediately answered.

[W-what is it?]

Hmm?

She really looks suspicious...

For now, let's ask her...

[Tell me honestly, Silica, What is the real reason you brought me here?]

I asked while looking at her.

I am really curious as to why...

I mean shouldn't one only meet a god or a goddess once they died?

I don't remember dying though...

And If I really did die, then shouldn't the goddess responsible for my reincarnation be a more proper goddess...?

Is Silica the only god?

No, I don't think so, Because, I saw a title on her status called 'The Leader of the Twelve Pillars of Heaven' so there should be at least 13 gods including me, right?

So there should still be 11 other gods besides me and Silica.

Of all other gods why her?

It shouldn't be just because she's the one with the highest authority beside me the emperor god...

So Why?