She will never be you

Li FuJin did not speak. His mind is being twisted like a whirlwind. He tightened his embrace, but suddenly remembered Lilo's words: 

'This is what she becomes after losing everything.' 

'It is when everything started.' 

'Someone who should have never existed.' 

Li FuJin is confused. He understand that YuYan should never have existed since she already died; probably the reason why she had been to the underworld. 

But the question remains: How did everything start after he drank YuYan's blood? What did he mean by everything? How did she lose everything? 

"Ruegen, I can't breathe." YuYan suddenly complained. She felt like being squeezed after Li FuJin tightened his embrace. At the same time, she felt nervous that he asked about Xiao YuYi. 

With YuYan's complaints, Li FuJin realized he was embracing her a little too tight. He secretly wiped his tears and released her from his arms.

Li FuJin secretly cleared his throat and spoke in his normal cold voice. "Hungry?"