Hiding his feelings

YuYan was dumbfounded to hear her brother's answer. She still doesn't understand why Xiao YuRin would speak to her this way after admitting that what she have done in the past gave him a chance to live.

She wanted to ask further, but feeling hesitant due to Xiao YuRin's sarcastic voice. YuYan contemplated that her brother might be thankful, but there's a feeling of blame on his voice.

Therefore, YuYan didn't say a word, instead, she leans her back on the side of the bed, pulling her legs towards her chest and followed the direction where Xiao YuRin was looking.

Although she stayed quiet, there was a part of YuYan's heart that she understands her brother's feeling. She wanted to say that never had any regrets about what she did. That she didn't even mind the suffering and pain she have been through since it was worth it.

Seeing her brother alive was enough for her to be happy, no matter how he would treat her, YuYan wouldn't mind at all, as long as he is alive.