Summer Memories

Under the beautiful moonlight of late April I stood

Perplexed by the beauty of nature, heart whelming mood

Unbearable pain in my heart plastered and glued

Yet in glee at the same time I never understood.

Summer by your side I wished

But I know that would be just my itch

Pathetic, this wish will be in ditch

Still I'm here even beyond my reach.

Stupid! I'm being sissy stupid

Coward in things shattering my id

Stink! I know I did stink

Daylights I appear as a shrink

Chatting and texting you is enough

Yet I'm afraid in frail rough

Funny to think of my broken idling love

Pain in talking 'bout your indelible love.

I love you, should I inform you?

Your words I fear with rue

Hell this feeling bringing ado

I hate myself more than I now do

Now tell me, should I stop?

This lavish foolishness, should I drop?

Together with my dupe love, should I mop?

Insanity driving my nuts, my face deserve a slap.

They're indeed right, I'm hopless in love

Chance to be loved by you is just chimera in blast

Preferably, I should just live in dove

Noting your love for her will never last.

Remember, I'm still waiting for you that heed breeze

Even being foolish I'm prepare to be as low from grees

If it means I'm soon your woman as queen of bees

I'm ready to take the chance even it is in dead abyss

Just remember this is my happiest summer memories.