Envy

Meng Shan frowned as he returned to the hotel. He forced himself to sleep but to no avail.

Meng Shan did not come into contact with Ling Ran during the few days after arriving in Beijing, let alone apologize and give him gifts. This was obviously not going according to Meng Shan's plan. However, as he lay in bed, Meng Shan reflected upon himself and did not find out where he did wrong. 

If Ling Ran had not been in the emergency room, he would be preparing for surgery, performing surgery, and checking the surgical outcome... not only would people be constantly around him, even if Meng Shan wanted to go up to him, he could not.