Peace and tranquility

POV Sachi

Since I woke up in that inn and remembered what happened, the fear took over me, I almost died, I saw death close up and I saw an angel full of golden rays around the body come in that place destroy all the monsters and me save, after that I woke up here with a man sitting by the bed.

He said he saved me and my friends died, I say no, I say that's not what happened, I do not want to remember those moments, but I know it's true, my heart hurts, I do not want to die, this place has become hell for me, Kirito ... I have to go to him.

I try to get up more my body is still not well and he tells me to sleep, I'm shaking with fear and he holds my hand, he passes a peace, I go to sleep.

I wake up and I'm alone in that room, where did he go? Left me? Did I do something wrong? I do not want to be alone, I do not want to, I'm afraid.

I listen to noises, it must be him, pretend that I'm sleeping and I hear him put something on the table and I came to me, he holds my head and I almost scream in fright, he puts something on my neck and then sits in the chair on the side of the bed and Take my hand again.

What did he put on my neck? It looks like a drawstring, it's just him coming back and I fall asleep again.

Is it when I have a dream, or a memory? It was the first day here, after the creator said all about getting stuck inside the game I cried for a long time, then I was lost for a while and when I found myself I was outside the city and I saw a man walking away and then fighting noises and ran to see if he was not hurt.

When I get to see him fighting wolves, orcs and globlins, he is brave enough to realize that he does not know how to fight, he only uses clumsy punches and kicks, but whenever he wins a fight he smiles, and I like that smile.

I watched him from afar, when monsters appeared near me I was nervous, but they ignored me and went to him, I was 20 meters away, I decided to climb on a tree and sat on a branch.

That man calmed me down, and sometimes he talked to himself and I thought it was funny and then I spent a lot of time there, and he was increasing levels fast and that amazed me, when the day was dawn I was very tired and I went back to the city, I already did not think what is happening is scary, this man can beat every story one day.

I woke up still feeling a hand in mine and looked at the man who was next to me, it seems that this man is the same of my dream, but why I did not remember it?

Or was it just a dream? I do not know, but he transmits me calm and peace, I slept again, but this time without dreaming.

I woke up eating something, I took a shower and got myself taken to the lodge where I was before, as soon as we arrived I see Keita.

(Sachi !!!)

[Keita, are you okay? And the others?]

I realize Mitsuki walking away and I have a strange feeling inside me as if I had lost something, after Keita talks about our friends dead, the pain comes back crushing me, I feel suffocate and I can not control my cry, I want to forget, I want the calm and peace of a few minutes ago and then I run to Mitsuki and the hug.

{It'll be alright, we can not change what happened, everyone knew about the risks}

He tries to comfort me, but I just want the security of his embrace.

(Thanks for saving Sachi)

{No problems}

(Sachi, we have to look for the Kirito and say that you are well, he was devastated thinking that you had been killed)

Kirito, I have to find him, I look at Mitsuki and he holds me tighter still and I do not know what to do, I like Kirito, but what is Mitsuki for me? My savior, but why am I now exiting to go after Kirito? Will I make Mitsuki sad?

{You can go tell him, enjoy and say that Sachi is my girlfriend}

(What?)

[What are you talking?]

What do you mean, girlfriend? Of what he is talking about, we do not have that kind of relationship.

I like you, do you date me?

[I, I ... I do not know]

I would reject it, but I do not know what to do, I like Kirito, I'm sure of it, but why do not I still want to let go of Mitsuki's embrace? What's happening to me?

{Sachi I know you barely know me, but what you saw in me so far, did not you like it?}

[I...]

I like the peace and security he gives me, and I'm grateful that he saved my life, but is there anything else besides that?

(Do not press her, Sachi we go behind Kirito)

I want to go, but I do not want to go now?

[Mitsuki, I'm going to tell Kirito that I'm alive and then I look at you to thank you for saving my life]

{If only to warn Kirito that he's alive I'll take you, I know where he is}

[I...]

Of course I do not want to be in front of both of them at the same time, I really want to see Kirito, but I do not feel comfortable in this situation, he picks me up and goes out at high speed, damn it because after all the suffering I have to go through this situation ?

Mitsuki I really do not like that in you, it seems you do not understand the heart of a woman.