3. Time to know them.

Siyuree is what they called me .I get in the car we drove quite long , no one saying single word was awkward. After arriving home the lady come to me and asked that whether I'm willing to have a dinner with them or taking rest. Since after all this I was tired mentally to accept it but my hungry stomach cried out loud , I said I like to have dinner with both of you with a smile. She was pleasantly looked at me and smiled widely.

We sat together, was way hungry, the moment I had first bite of omurice I fell in love with it. I used to be vegetarian but this food teats amazing, despite I denied for red meat but she made delicious udon, it's aroma were heavenly. They said, food is way towards heart and during dinner I talked openly , unhesitantly, how she made it?, will she teach me some delicious cooking? we talked like friends and seeing us like that dad smiled .

We did dishes together I splashed water accidently hahaha it's all over my face , she pulled me softer wiped my face, "ohh my little angle ", she said and again the awkward silence spread .after finishing dished I returned to room she showed me. The room was smelled fresh, pleasant . Everything was so heartwarming the wall was painted sunny yellowish golden. The painting of Mt.Fuji was hanged to the wall. I looked closely it has a date in corner 12 april. And the year was smudged with colors like scratched out one. Scanning towards the book shelf I noticed that there were no enough number of books to read despite academic. Whereas I like to read a lot can say bibliophile. And a diary caught my attention. It was brown leather colored with node , since I'm gonna live like this I have to know about this me better so I opened it.

" it's unfair, you leave me all alone , how could you do this to me . We said we'll always be together , we promised we'll go to Singapore when I clear the entrance exam , but you lied you lied".

Horrified what I read on, should I stop myself may be I'm interfering someone's love life , it was her private life how can I read it . I close the diary unbarred to read furthermore. And go to bed after having medication pills she a.. mo.. mom gave me. Hesitantly I said to myself.

Still awaked its midnight unable to sleep I opened the window the chilling breeze kissed my cheeks I grab that droplet pendent from my pocket and said how can I put this all together. Aren't you going to help me?. Hmmm I sighed, asking what stupidity crossed my mind to aske this to simple stone. It became translucently glittery and glowing how it can possible and turned around and here he is, "so you need me, right?" he said. " Look now here we have the god of death who mistakenly took someone life and through her soul to other body where the surrounding is totally messed up , tangling her head upside down , where she can't neither ask for help nor say her heart out to anyone ." . "hey, hey, hey don't be so rude , its rude . aren't you happy what you have now which is way better then what you had back then? ". "don't say any further I already have so much in my plate", warm tears falling , before I get to know , was crashed to ground laying face on hand " then why it's hard , to get to know , where I can't be like this? "I questioned him. " Are you still struggling? , don't think too much", he lifted my face , smiled and said " may be this was you are desalinated for dear " . Give it try first before hopping to conclusion , you'll never know what will happen until you try it out" , he said it the way it made me have hope and faith on him . Wiping the face I asked ,"how you get that I wanted you to ask all this", "dahh, I gave you special magical pearl droplet, whenever you need me , it gives shows me signs about it like you human do massages though the cellphone , the difference is it send me emotion's energies of yours. So when there's something difference in your Energies wavelength I'll show up myself. Keep it secret its prohibited for god to interfere in humans daily life , your case is acception . I'll be there until you become normal to this life and one more thing you'll gradually lose your previous life memories for your own sake."

"what , and you saying it now , I thought even if so what I don't have them still I have there memories with me , so ,I'll be never alone ,but no I was wrong having thought that may be you have good side too, ". He glared at me with ferocious look and disappeared in flash.

I had no energy left to think further , I curled down on ground , hazed heavy head I slept on ground .In morning mom knocked on door," are you up?" and opened the door she saw me , " did you cried last night? , if anything is wrong we can talk , if you don't like me you can tell me but don't bottled up yourself again , " , the concern in her tone can be felt , we looked at each other , hey and why I don't like her isn't she's a mother of Siyuree , how can anyone hate there mother who's such loving and caring , I can sense this person is good hearted within this short period of time I spend with her. "Your dad's heart was almost shatered in pieces, he was falling apart seeing you in ICU, about to lose you, but his prayers and your mother's good deeds where there we able to have you back". "Miyano-san!! is She awake? I bought some cream stuffed cakes for us come down stairs." Dad called from down stairs. "go freshen up yourself first dear we'll talk about this later" and she left. I got up and freshen up , hey what does she said , mother's deed ,did she know I swapped soul with her daughter ,holy crap , he didn't informed me about it , I pulled out drawer from bedside and held the pendent , but it's not working, it's not glowing , haan he might be angry on me what I said last night, I was selfish back that time , he was right , if I kept holding past memories how can I have new one , this stubbornness of mine will bring only ill energy ,have to let go and accept new one .

I'll ask her later , I opened the wardrobe , what's on earth , how is this full of black clothes not a single shirt sweater is white , peach and sunny color is here I like warm colors ,leave it, just wear one right now they are waiting for me for breakfast. I can't keep the pendent in my pocket so I scanned the drawers to have chain or something so I can have it. After some searching I found one and wear it around my neck.

Even I accepted them I didn't called the mom or dad, whenever I tried it, my throat become voiceless , heart become burdensome , "even though I'm trying it will take some time for me , will both of you wait little longer for me?" say it say it ,you can do it " mom and dad" I said it finally, I'm not looking at them so stunned of myself ,unable to uplift my head ," it's okay as long as you are happy ,we are too, it's not rush . Take your time my Si-Chan, don't get burdened okay".

After he leave for the work mom said, "go have some rest and have your medicines I'll do the dishes", why she always so careful around me, even though she always warm hearted why so careful to not make me angry or uncomfortable or something ", talking to myself I come back to room there he is sat on my bed," So are you good now?"'he asked. Does that really mattered to you?",I exclaimed. Sheesh no dumbo don't make him disappear again you have loads of question unasked until now, have some senses at the end he is god too ,murmuring to self I asked again "Sorry for the last night ,I gone over the board but everything was so sudden to handle so was just panicked out. Don't leave me on hang like that, I have no one right now to talk my heart out accept you". "I know that's why I'm here again, so what in there? , in your heart, wanna ask me something ?". "Ohh, Yes does Miyano-chan means mom know about me, like I swapped the body ?"I asked. "No, she's not. Its only between you me and my two respective angels, that's all". "Then what's the means of your mother's deeds, she said like this , due to my mother's good deeds ,what that really mean?".

"Well, bring that Diary you read yesterday, I'll show you Something ",he ordered. In surprise "did you keep watching on me all this time, I know you might have your reason but I cherish my privacy ", he stopped me in middle and said,"Ohhh really!!! Don't be full of yourself .I have tons of work to do despite keep spying on you. Yesterday when I came back while keeping you hanged I saw you on ground, curled up like fetus, insecure, So I just go through your feeling and memories I Saw it you read a diary And bombarded with thousands of thoughts, stucked in dilemma whether or not. And I realize how it's for you to be like this .So I came back again and now I'm here interrogated by a higher school girl. Ha ha ha.. reminding that, you are heavy ha, it required quite good amount of energy to put you back to bed, mumbling in sleep like five year old child , by the way go and grab that diary if you can't go through it I'll do it". I gave him it, he scroll some pages and show me a polaroid photo card of this family but despite Siyuree and her father the lady besides her was someone else not Miyano, the question mark on my face was clearly visible no word need for him to explain , he continued," when Siyuree was in nineth grade her mother got some incurable health issues and left the world , the current mother of your is one of her favorite aunt and her mother's best friend . Due to some reason Miyano was unable to have child and was unable to get married in early as her best friend but had a good bonds with Siyuree as what of always relied on her so asked favor. Miyano is kind hearted person she unable to refuse to her best friend last wish and end up getting married to your father. Which is become the most hated person of your life as you thought of that she did it purposely and your dad didn't had a thought about Siyuree's mother. She were so doomed in her own thoughts that she become more aggressive and less talkative, Like a heartless person She's stumbling every day, hearting both of them, aggressive to people around her, and one day she had a fight with her father asking why he married Miyano? did he ever loved her mom?, how does his feeling suddenly changed and got married her mother's best friend. She left in anger and got caught in road accident, and here you are. So stop saying it's not your life, you are here cause you are destined for it you'll gradually understand what I'm trying to say. For right now just go with the flow and accept the reality. Siyuree is where she wanted to be and you are here cause this what may be universe wanted to be". He explained everything so clearly that it made my heart rest in ease. "and be polite to elders, don't call me you or The god of death just call your friend or any name you want to give me I'll like it ".

"dahh, why so moody, are you really god or other god have nothing to do with you so they made you god of death?, so they stay away from you, ha haha just kidding don't disappear again, okay my beloved friend , is it okay "I said ."For now it's better than hey you ,hahaha" he laughed out loud .I teased him it was fun talk with him after all I have only him to talk my heart out.

Concluding all it's time to know them more.