selfish!

LAN'S P.O.V

Under shower

'This warm water! It feels like heaven!' - She is enjoying every single droplet.

'My life is getting complicated day by day. My true self, my love both are in different worlds. Would he be able to understand me? I were so into him, I didn't even think about the consequences. I'm on a mission that mean every single second here is a bonus for me. If, this relationship continues I will put him in danger!'

While she is in deep thoughts she feels strong arms around her waist, warm breath on her neck.

"Liang!" she murmurs

"Shh... Let me hug you for a while." – He says in a hoarse voice.

'Nothing can compare to his warmth, his voice. How can I be so selfish? I can't put him in danger neither I can leave him. He is like drug to me. My soul is empty without him."

"Liang?"

"Hm"

"You will respect my every decision, right?"

"Yep I will!"

She turns around and softly kiss his cheek and smiles. They both hug each other for a while and after that goes downstairs.

LIANG'S P.O.V

'I don't know why, but I felt like seeing her, so I'm here in her room. The room is empty. She must be in shower. Should I go inside? Should I knock? Well I'm becoming a stalker around her. I guess to be a little selfish and shameless isn't a bad thing.'

He soundlessly opens the door. A lot of steam rush out. He walks inside slowly and shuts the door. She is standing in front of him. A smile escapes his lips. 'So, here is my wife. I can't believe myself. She is becoming my habit. A dangerous habit I can say.'

He lays against the wall, crosses his arms over his chest and stares at her back.

'Normally whenever I'm near her she knows but today it feels strange. The girl in front of me seems different. There is only coldness around her even under the hot shower. She is not even paying attention to her surroundings. What is she thinking?'

He reaches her from the back and holds her tightly. Her warm skin, her scent is everything I want.

"Liang!"

'Her voice is even different today. Why I'm feeling distress in her voice. Something is off with her!'

"Shh… Let me hug you for a while."

I know she is thinking something but what is bothering her? Is it me? I don't want to separate from her at the moment. I know there is something she is hiding from me. Let's just forget it for some time. Let me hold you for a moment.

"Liang?"

"Hm"

"You will respect my every decision, right?"

Decision? What are you thinking? What is it that bothering you so much. I can't even ask you until you are ready to tell me. What should I say?

"Yep I will!"

Yes, I will respect your every decision but I won't allow you to leave me. Yeah, I am selfish! Even if you will hate me, you will always find yourself by my side.

He tightens his grip around her.

I don't want to lose you.