After so much suffering i am at last going to have a life i never had ,i always wished for someone by my side which can support me physically and mentally like everyone ,the only people who cared about me was my parents but they had their limits and they also wanted someone to support them as i am the only one who they can depend on as their kid i helped them in whatever way i could and unfortunately they died before i could show them a good life and this was another one of my reasons to commit suicide because i had no motivation stay in that place.
since their death i was very mentally unstable I wanted someone to support me not just physically ,which can be achieved by throwing some money on some random hooker but it will not help me mentally and i didn't want to show my weakness to anyone that's the other reason for not giving access to my memories to marie ,because in reality no matter who it is either your parents, friends or any well wishers most of them either laugh at me or use it against me either intentionally or unintentionally ,so no matter where i go and no matter how much i get stronger this is absolutely something i must hide from everyone .
but no matter what happened in past must remain in past and i should concentrate on my future ,i will from now will not live like i did in past no matter what either by hook or by crook i will get my things done and thats how everything works
with that thought i started to think about what appearance should i give to marie ,it didn't took me long to come to a conclusion i choose her appearance similar to a maid i saw in hentai back in my previous life its named something like *Victorian maid maria no houshi* she had a perfect appearance to go with marie i also named her marie which is similar to maria in the first time and then i materialized her, she came to life after full body formation she had the same appearance and clothes like maria then after few seconds she came to life and then got into dogeza and then sat up in kneeling position and said " thank you master for making me to your taste ,master you told me that you will reward me if so i want my rewards now master " she said while blushing in very lovely voice
after seeing her like that i felt certain flames of lust are burning very intensely inside me ,i want to devour her real bad but as it will become a weakness i had to control it otherwise these girls are going to control me, i am not a guy like depicted in every other story who is beaten by his women and get scared of them, i am guy with a dominant character and i want to control everything and i will not chicken out like those characters ,some may say that those characters are not pussy but they too much love their women to give them this much power to control them ,well i don't care if it either is love or fear, i promised myself to not fear anything and for love it is not worthy for me if it couldn't be controlled
" and who said that you earned your rewards but don't worry i will surely reward you , but first let's get to your punishment" i said with a evil smirk ,she shivered out of fear "so ..soo..sorry master i was wrong please forgive me ,i didn't know that you wouldn't like it that much i just wanted to know more about you to help you " she said with puppy face and tears threatening to fall from her eyes
"i can let you go this time but you will do same thing in future and i don't want that plus i told you strongly to follow my orders not disobey me or read my memories but you still did it and if you you really want to help me just do what i say ,but don't worry i will be gentle as this is your first time now come to my playroom " i said and then she followed me to my playroom
"now remove your clothes just don't remove you lingerie and bend over the table while sticking your ass out " i said and she did the same and removed my clothes and wore a black underwear ,then i took out a stick,rope and a dildo out from drawers then i put it on the table she got scared at this sight I laughed and then spanked her ass with my hands while felling the perfect curves of her ass i spanked her a couple of times ,she was at edge of crying and then i stopped
" marie don't be afraid it is not going to be painful and this stuff is for future reference if you cross your limits then be prepared for this " i said and spanked her few more times harshly her beautiful white ass turned red and my hand was imprinted on in it then i carried her to my bedroom while she was sobbing