Believe

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I didn't wanted to believe this. But maybe it is true. I just don't know. What am I supposed to do.

"Micha?"

My head was still on the desk. For the first time on my life, I wanted to date someone that I could trust, now I really know that.

People aren't trustable.

"Micha?"

But maybe I am reacting so much. Maybe- Minjun isn't doing something like this. Maybe Taehyun is just pretending.

"Micha~"

I stood up from my place.

"Minjun! Hi."

"What's wrong with you today?"

You!

"Nothing."

"Something is bothering you Micha?"

"No."

"You know that you can tell me anything right?"

"Should I trust you?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean that are you trustable?"

"Y-yes. Don't you trust me?"

"I do trust you with all of my heart, please don't make me regret this."

"What are you talking about agh? Micha? You good?"

"I want to love you."

Minjun came next to me hugging me tight. I want to trust him.

*ring*

Taehyung came in to the classroom coming next to me. Pushed Minjun and sat next to me.

Minjun just smiled at me and kissed me good bye.

"Micha."

"Hm."

"How am I supposed to make you believe me?"

Taehyung looked at me as he was begging. Why are we like this. I want the old you back. I was lost in his eyes not responding him.

Haewon came next to us.

"Tae! I missed you."

"Hm."

Taehyung was still looking at me while answering her.

"Hey? What's happening here?"

"Nothing." I responded as quick as I can and looked away from him. Taehyung stood up next to Haewon.

"Why do you care?"

"Because I'm your girlfri-"

"Let's break up Haewon."

"W- b-but T-Tae, I."

"Haewon just no-"

"Don't leave me please! We can fix this!"

Haewon pulled Taehyung out of the classroom and when they came back the were holding hands again.

What was wrong with people?

"Congrats?"

They both looked at me with disgust faces and turned back. Unfortunately they didn't broke up!

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"Class be quite!"

Everyone was speaking loudly, Haewon was talking to Taehyung and I was just looking at them.

"Haewon, don't talk."

Haewon turned her back and Mrs.Casy was looking at her.

"Do you have something to tell us?"

"Uh- Micha was telling me a story."

What the- why me? Why am I always the one who gets trouble!

"Micha?"

"Sorry."

"Get out."

I stood up walking out of the classroom, I sat to the floor. Waiting.

"You may come back." Mrs.Casy was looking at me.

"I changed your place."

I wasn't sitting next to Taehyung anymore, but next to Jimin.

Haewon was sitting next to Taehyung and Jungkook was sitting with a girl.

"Well hello there beautiful."

Jimin greeted me. This boy!

Actually these boys!

"Hi."

I wasn't in the mood of talking to people. Mrs.Casy went on to the subject that they were discussing while I was outside.

Jimin was looking at me. "Yes?"

He didn't answered my question. "Jimin, what do you want?" He leaned closer. "You." He leaned and I pushed him away. "What are you doing Mrs.Casy will see it!"

Jimin was looking with a smirk. "So you want to continue somewhere private?"

"Euw no! I have a boyfriend!" He just looked at me again and the lesson just finished, thank god.

I stood up trying to get out of the classroom. I was terrified from Jimin at the moment. I went to the washroom to wash my face then went to take my books.

"Micha?"

I turned my back. Jimin looking at the floor.

"What do you want now! Isn't it enough!"

"I- sorry for what I have done in class, just- I don't know. Normally I am not like that."

"Okay- just get lost, all of you boys are another problem for me in life."

He walked in to the class. I was looking for my books. Minjun came next to me with a wide smile, I sow Taehyung glaring at me when I hugged him.

Is he trying to protect me or is he jealous?

My feelings were mixed up. Minjun gave a quick peek to my cheek and sad goodbye.

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It was lunch time, Minjun asked me if I wanted to eat with him but I said that I wasn't hungry that was a lie so he just went to eat on his own.

I was starving to death but I had a plan. That could change my life.

"Micha? It's lunch time why are you here?" This boy, Taehyung! Again.

"I am not hungry."

"Micha?"

"Hm?"

"Would you date me, if I wasn't dating Haewon?"

I didn't answered him. He came closer, sitting next to me in the classroom. "Is that a yes?"

He gave his box smile to me. "No." His smile fainted and looked at me, "That's what I thought anyways." And he went out of the classroom.

He is just a distraction in my life. I went to the cafeteria to spy Minjun. He was eating with two girls and one boy. They first ate and went upstairs. I followed them.

Was he cheating?

I looked at the other boy that was hugging the girl next to him. He started to kiss her in a classroom they got in and they started to make out. Minjun and the other girl was looking at each other.

Please don't.

The girl came next to Minjun and started to kiss his jawline. He didn't responded at first but then it all happened. I ran to the rooftop and started to cry. I wasn't planning to go to the rest of the lessons today.

Why Minjun? Wasn't I enough for you? What was wrong?

The bell rang and I didn't even moved a muscle. I just played on my phone and after five minutes I fell asleep.

"MIICHA! I was looking for you everywhere in school."