First Fight { 2 }

I slapped myself mentally.

I turned back to Cole, not looking up. "Cole, listen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I am sooo sorry, please forgive me. I know I am very clumsy, I'm sorry. Sorry, really. I'msoosorry, I'msoosorry, I'msoosorry, I'msoosorr - " I started.

Cole chuckled, shaking his head.

"It's ok, I get it. Now go see Ryan, he doesn't seem happy." Cole said, smiling.

I let out a big sigh that I was holding.

"I'm sorry, thank you." I murmured as I walked out of the room.

I walked to our room and found him sitting on a chair.

"Listen, Ryan, it's not really want it looks like. It was an accident - "

"Are you trying to do that to piss me off? What's your problem?" he shouted, standing up.

Instantly, my blood boiled and I clenched my fist. "What the fuck is wrong with you? Why are you yelling? And I said 'listen'. Why can't you just let me explain?!" I shouted back at him.

"Because I don't want to hear your stupid excuse on why that happen! You always try to come up with an excuse!" he said.

Now I was furious. "Excuse me!? This is the only time this thing happened and it's not an excuse. You don't even fucking know me, so you can stop talking for me! That's the reason why I don't want to be married! And why are you so freaking jealous, it was an accident!" I shouted. "It - "

"Well, I don't want to hear your excuse too! And you know that stupid, ugly promise ring you gave me?" I rip the ring out of my finger and showed him, "I don't want it! You know why? Because I know that you will never make me happy and I WILL NEVER give a fuck about that fucking ring."

I walked over to the window seat and I did the only thing that made me satisfied;

I threw the promise ring into the forest and turned around before it fell onto the wet Earth ground. I smirked.

That made me feel a whole lot better.

Ryan's mouth hanged, but I didn't care. He tried to say "You know how much - "

"Ask me if I give a fuck about it!" I said,

"And let me ask you, do you know how much my love costs? More than you can afford and I don't like you because of your money, your royalty or any of your shit! You're mad, right? Well, good, I want you to be."

"You heartless bitch." This was the very first time I've ever heard Ryan cursed before.

But I was too busy fighting with him that I didn't care.

"You jealous bastard. I don't even know why all of the girls like you. You know nothing but to buy girl's heart with your money." I said coldly.

"I can't believe that I'm mate with a heartless and selfish bitch like you. It makes me regret my life." he said and left the room before saying anything.

'I can't believe that I mate to a heartless, selfish bitch like you. It makes me regret my life. . . It makes me regret my life. . . It makes me regret my life.'

Those words repeated in my mind and my heart felt like it was being stabbed and twisted everytime my mind repeats it. Before I knew it, one of my tears fell.

I spent all night in bed, crying until I feel like no more tears could come out.

There was cold and empty atmosphere in the room knowing that Ryan is not in the room sleeping.

That whole night he didn't even enter the room.

One part of me wants to run into Ryan's arms and apologize for everything I said.

But another part of me tells me that I was right and that he was being an asshole.