Jealousy, Fight And Confession { 1 }

I didn't know what to say to him when I confronted him.

He was upset. He was mad. He was mad at me, I can tell.

And I don't even know why he was mad. And thinking about it, it made me mad at him.

I didn't want to talk to him.

If he is just going to be mad at me and not going to tell me, too bad for him. I don't care.

Why should I worry about something that he wouldn't tell me? And he was always like that and this time I was not going to bother asking what is going on or why he is mad at me. If he was going to be mad, I am going to let him be mad.

I got into the car and didn't care if he had any plan after this as he would have to cancel it.

I threw on a shirt that I found in the car. "To the hotel, please." I said, just as Ryan said, "The dinner place."

The driver didn't move, he didn't know which one to go to.

I crossed my arms.

"Hotel." I said, firmly looking at Ryan.

"No, to the dinner place, Frank." Ryan said back, boring his eyes into my eyes.

"Hotel, now!"

"You are on the verge of losing your job, Frank." Ryan said calmly.

"Frank go to the hotel now!" I said angrily.

"You're fired Frank, officially."

"You're hired!" I said.

"By who?" Ryan said, sitting forward.

"By me." I said each word clearly.

"And he is fired by me."

"I never asked who fired him and I don't care either. All I care is that he is hired and he is at my service and he will fulfill everything I need so he is going to drive me to the hotel now." I said.

"Frank, you owe me a debt and if you listen to her, your debt is going to be higher."

"I will pay it all if you listen to me."

"Your house will be my property and everything you have."

"Wow, I see blackmailing people your favorite pastime" I said, rasing my eyebrow.

"You know Frank you shouldn't listen to people who are stuck up, snobby, mean, aggressive and people who creates more problems in your life."

"Frank, do what I say right now!" Ryan said and this time he wasn't calm, he was very mad.

"You know what Frank, I am sorry you have to be in the middle of everything, so you can go to the place which the person next to me is saying and you can go to my place next." I said.

"You know what just go to the hotel first." Ryan said tiredly and leaned back on his seat.

The car started and we rode in silence.

'I am not going to apologize this time. I am not going to speak to him about it first. I am perfectly fine with this. I am ok with this.' My thoughts were running wild.

On the way to the hotel it started to pour. Great! The car stopped after a while and I opened the door and got out as fast as possible.

I slammed the door shut and used my purse to shield my head from being wet.

"Jennifer!" Ryan called and I could hear the door slam.

I groaned and walked to the hotel as fast as possible.

"Don't talk to me!" I exclaimed.

'I knew it, I knew that I should have told Frank to stop right in front of the hotel.' "Look, can you stop?" Ryan said grabbing my wrist.

I yanked my hand away.

"What do you want?" I asked not looking at him.

There was a silence, the rain just continued to pour.

"Never mind." he said.

"What is it?!" I said, I was very mad, "Why are you always like this? Can't you just say it? Are you just doing this on purpose - letting the rain pour on me? You know what? Whatever, I don't even care." I rolled my eyes, before I turned on my heels.

Surprisingly, he wrapped his arms around me. The warmth from his chest went through the back of my clothes and embraced me.

The tingling sensation I felt when his arm brushed my arms made me shiver.

He buried his head at the crook of my neck.

"I'm sorry." he said.

His hot breath made my breath hitched in my throat.

I couldn't talk.

I couldn't think.

I couldn't breath.

I couldn't move.

I couldn't do anything for this moment.

"It wasn't part of the plan. The whole concert thing." he whispered in my ear.

He held me tighter in his arms.

"The kissing wasn't part of it . . .

the singing wasn't part of it . . .

the concert wasn't part of it . . . " he whispered.

I just stood there unsure of what to do next in utter shock.

Standing there in the cold, pouring rain, the only warmth that was really here is coming from Ryan.

"Let's not fight anymore." he said in my ear and pulled away from me to kiss me on the lips.

It felt like eternity before the kiss ended. I felt guilty that I let Ryan down. Making my heart promise that i will make up for today to Ryan in coming future, i embraced him kissing passionately.

~~

"Come, this is the last day of the vacation." Ryan said.

"Coming! Coming!" I said, rushing to catch up to Ryan while putting my hair into a high pony - tail.

I jumped into a private helicopter with him.

"Ugh. Do we have to get up this early?" I asked.

"Stop complaining and put this on." he said.

I groaned taking the headphones and put them on.

"It's going to be very loud when we get up there so in order to hear each other we have to put on the headphones." Ryan's voice came into my headphones.

"Are you ready for take off?" the pilot of the helicopter asked through the headphones.

I buckled my seat belt and gave her a thumbs - up.

"OK! First stop - to the George's property." she said cheerfully and started the helicopter.

"The George's property?" I asked, looking at Ryan.

"Yeah, an island that belongs to us." Ryan said.

"AN ISLAND?!" looking astonished, "OF YOUR OWN?!"

"Well, it's not just me." he said, giving me the 'so - what? - it's - just - an - island, - everyone - probably - owns - one' look.

"That's so cool." I said, looking out the window.

"It's not really that cool. It's just a dumb old island that it not really special, except for this one part. . . " he said trailing off.