The prettiest one of all

"if looks could kill babe you'd be six feet under by now" dereck tells me as he tilts his head to thalia who has literally being staring at me with a stink eye all day.

"honestly I have zero clue as to what she wants, as to what they all want from me,I didn't know " a sigh escapes from lips as I slam my head to the table.

"there there babe, you can't please everyone plus are they really worth your time, they are just a bunch snubby little squirts, " he pats me on the back rubbing in a circular motion.

"bunch of snubby squirts that determine my social life, it was just one party and I kissed one guy, they invited me," words I've been thinking about all night as I raise my head to stare at the bastard who kept kissing Thalia as she stared.

"and it happened to be Asher, Thalia's boyfriend who and I quote was a classified information if she had told me, I hate people. I'd see you after class" I leave derick with my bag slung over me shoulder and of course my fans watched me leave all judgy judgy.

I shoulder off their gazes and walk out to the patio to sit in my spot, a secluded area covered by small flowers and an umbrella tree as shade, no one ever sees me here it was mine, my possession and my property. I stare out into my school trying to remember how things got so complicated just a week ago I was in a relationship, I had my friends from my other school, I had derick here who I was anticipating to finally be so close to, i was babe Parker, my first day I was called the prettiest one of all, it was funny but even when I didn't want the attention I got it.

My mum would always say as she combed through my hair, "look at you babe, you practically are a babe, you radiate perfection and you draw attention, never think less of yourself for a minute" now I'm a mess, a slut cause I kissed one guy who happened to be the cause of all my mishaps yet all he got was a pissed girlfriend and I got an entire group who look like they are ready to ruin my life, I wasn't radiating perfection I was destroying it, mum was wrong 'if only she could see me now' I thought as I held back the threatening tear and with that memory I silently close my eyes and actually let myself feel the pain and after a minute,I shoved my things in my bag and headed for my next class not feeling another hint of pain.