chapter 1: her Eyes

The girl who stand there, cool and kind. Worries me, she used to be someone else, now I can barely know her. Maybe, because after the accident and the moving, has change her. Or it's just me hard to accept the new side of her? I might be just selfish girl. "Ito-san, is the true you know Tanaka-san, when you're both were in elementary school?" Group of girls and boys come brushed to me, they looked all happy and excited. It's true I know her back then, but when I take I good look at her. She just a completely stranger for me "maybe... I can't really remember" I said, it's was my honest answer. The girl I used to love, is gone.

Doing my daily routine in school, finished cleaning the classroom. I ready to start all over again tomorrow. Things here in my life, is okay, but I don't feel the happiness. I don't know why, it happened for years ago and I still feel like anything is just a mess. When I look outside from the hallway, is raining and I had forgotten my umbrella, my parents is busy to get me and my big sister is out dating. I am completely alone in this. Sitting on the stairs and waiting. "Kira?" A voice called after me, when I look up, I see my childhood friend, with a unfamiliar smile "Tanaka?" I said, with a surprise look on my face. She most be finishing with her practice in basketball.

We're now here, walking in the rain under her's umbrella. Why did I even accepted the offer? All the memories of her, come back all suddenly.  All the happy memories we had created back then. Now just sad thing to remember. Then suddenly I got pulled close to Tanaka, she draw me away from water as the car drive over. When did she become so gentle. My heart begin to skip a beat, I feel the warm from my cheek. She just holding me close. Is she protecting me? "Tanaka? Is everything o-okay?" I asked and her looked suddenly changed "sorry, I was afraid to lose you there" she said. Her word, she is still scared of the accident... Over her brother's dead. Here is she now afraid of losing me.

I hugged her close, made her lose her umbrella "you will never lose me, Sayori" I said.

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