I Love Everything About You but Not You

"Li Chen, you said… that you love Big Brother Gu only because it was his last wish. So, you took care of me." Yun An took a deep breath. But no one cared for their lover's lover until they shared the same bed.

He looked at Li Chen. "Do you love me?"

Why did he say that he was only caring for him on behalf of Big Brother Gu?

He did not love him.

But he could see the nostalgia and love in Li Chen. It was not like he said he had no feelings at all. Why did he deny it all? He did not even dare to admit that he loved him.

Li Chen seemed to want to say something but did not. There was pain and silence in his eyes. "Can't you feel if I love you or not?"

"I am asking you a question!" Yun An yelled. "Answer what I asked you!"

It was rare for him to speak so loudly. He did not live inside of Li Chen; he did not know what he was thinking. He was the one who said that he loved Big Brother Gu and was only caring for him.