C35: Cindy!!

Pulling at my hair as I fight with myself, I feel Theo's arms wrap around me while he fell on me. Squeezing me tightly he turned on his side turning me with him.

Frustrated with my stupidity, I started punching him several times with the side of my fists. He took it all in without saying anything. I cried into his chest while pulling his hair and biting his shoulder – he took all this in, while just hugging me tightly and rubbing my back.

I don't know when but I fell asleep in his arms. Waking up, I looked around and Theo was a bit away from me with his back facing me. The room was dark and I, well, we were covered with a quilt and I was wearing tracksuit pants and a huge shirt. Theo must have dressed me while I was passed out.

Getting up, I leaned against the bed looking down at the lock of black hair that I pulled. Moving closer to him, I brushed his hair and kissed it. Sitting back up, I looked around. Seeing the notification light on his phone blink on the side table, I reached for it, pressing the button on the side.

It lights up and I squinted my eyes at the bright light, my eyes widened seeing that it was 3:56 am.

Placing it back down, I leaned over Theo and kissed his nose.

Getting up I went to the bathroom to relieve myself. Looking in the mirror, my eyes were puffy and I look like shit! Washing my face, I switched the light off and went to the kitchen quietly. It's kind of cold since I'm walking on a tiled floor with no shoes on.

Pouring a glass of water I walk back to his room closing the door behind me. Getting into bed I accidentally bumped into Theo making him moan and turn over. Reaching for me he gripped onto my waist and pulled me in.

Kissing my forehead and cheek he said, "Awake baby?"

"Mn," I hummed. Pulling me in closer I turned around because I didn't want him to smell my morning breath.

"How did you sleep?" he asked me in his husky voice.

"Well, I didn't even know that I fell asleep," I answered.

"Don't worry about your family, I spoke to your father and he said it was fine to leave you here because he didn't want to confine you by fetching you and taking you back home."

Nodding my head, I held onto his hand squeezing it. Entwining our fingers, he kissed my head.

"Baby?" he called me.

"Thee?"

He kissed my head again, moving closer he kissed me, squeezing me tighter. I felt as his hand slid down and under the shirt he gave me, running his fingers over my scars, he asked into my head with a sigh, "How long have you been cutting yourself?"

Sighing I moved against his bare chest. I retold him what happened to me and cried as I continued. Thee, I don't know why but he cried too making me feel worse than I already felt.

He made me promise to tell him whenever I felt like cutting myself again and that I should speak to him more – he wasn't my boyfriend for no reason.

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Returning home I told my parents about the get together that I needed to attend too and my father said that I wasn't allowed to go unless I gave him my phone number. My mother barely spoke to me and I couldn't care less, oh well I shouldn't say so, this actually sucks but I'll speak to her when I get back.

That bitch Marcus and his boyfriend Brandon were on their way to fetch me and I couldn't be happier, because I get to see Cindy!!!

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Running into her arms, minding her growing bump, I hugged her tightly while crying in her arms. She cooed me gently, "There, there my baby, don't cry."

Shaking my head I said, "But the ride was such torture, the two of them were kissing nonstop and Marcus didn't stop dry humping me!"

"Slander!!!" yelled Marcus from the two-seater.

Pulling away, I kissed Cindy's lips then placed my head between her breasts, taking in a deep breath… I realized how much I missed the scent between her breast, perfume mixed with booby sweat – mouth-watering and delicious.

After saying goodbye to Marcus and Brandon I sent my father and Theo a message, notifying them that I had arrived. Jumping into the shower with Cindy we started making out.

Kissing my forehead she says, "Congratulations on cheating on your first boyfriend," she teased making me tense up but I calm down and roll my eyes.

"Not even our friends know that we fuck so how will he find out?"

"He'll find out when you tell him," she answered shrugging. I shook my head, closing my eyes while smelling her sweaty body. Tightening my hold around her, I sniffed her some more before falling asleep – doing all the work is really tiring.

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Packing all the books into boxes and furniture into boxes. The loose shit into plastic bags, I cleared out the room. Washing the walls and windows, the floors too and polishing them while I'm at it.

I walked out of the room five hours later as I couldn't fight the hunger pains anymore. Walking into the living room I glared down at Cindy who had a bowl of cereal in her hand and a bowl of sweets beside her, a bag of open chips and cake, brownies and fudge on the table.

Eating the chicken parm she made earlier for herself, I moan at its delicious taste… I must make this when I get back home… speaking of which. "Cindy, are you going to just sit there and do fuck'all or will you take me to the mall and other shops?"

Turning to look at me, she pointed at her wallet and shrugged. THIS BITCH!!

Done eating I wash the dishes and head to the bathroom to take a shower. Putting on a blue tracksuit and black sneakers, I walked out of the room heading for the living room… she didn't move an inch but changed what she was eating.

Grabbing my phone I called for an uber and waited. She looked at me, "Did you take my card?"

"I took the whole wallet?"

"What happens if you get robbed?"

Rolling my eyes, I took out three one hundred dollars bills and a twenty and her black private bank card. I shoved it in my pocket. I heard a hoot outside and kissed her forehead. She waved me goodbye as I got in the uber and drove off.

Letting the handsome driver know where to drop me off, he nodded as I took the bag of sweets to the side, chips and a bottle of water. Shoving it in my bag, I smiled at him.

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Arriving at the mall I hand him a twenty and the fee while rating his service. Thanking him, I dash off into the mall heading straight for the book store. Going through the parenting books I grab a few on baby language, disorders, guides and organic homemade baby food. I don't plan on buying expensive shit for my baby, he or she needs to be inexpensive because I don't have a job!

Looking through the puzzles and reading books, I grab a few and make my way to the cashier. Paying with the hundred dollar bill, I took the change and said my farewells to her.

Heading over to the home décor store I handed my bag and packet with the books to the security guard to check it and he shoos me away giving me the okay. Grabbing a shopping trolly I headed over to the floor mats section.

Passing by the reds, blacks, greens and tan carpets I wasn't happy. Looking for an assistant I waved him over. He smiled after giving me a once over, "Hey, do you need help?"

"Yes, do you have any lilac carpets and a very pale shade of yellow?"

He thought very hard before asking me to wait for him while he went to check on the system. I walked over to the bed section and saw cots but I wasn't happy with how they look… I'll head over to ToysRUS at the next mall.

Looking at the bed lamps and the rocking chair, I am really hesitant about just picking whatever… it all looks nice but not in the lilac or pale yellow I want and I don't want to buy paint to paint the furniture I buy, it must be pre-done… too much work!

The attendant comes over and informs me that they don't have the mats in my specific colours but I could get it done specially through them but it involved making appointments and so forth.

After contemplating his words I agreed and left my number with my details and so forth. Walking around the store I found beautiful silver blinds and put them in my trolly.

I need a cot, a rocking chair or swing, a dresser for the baby's clothes and shoes. A mirror, lights and mats… the tiled floors are too cold for my baby.

Paying for the blinds, I walk out of the store, tapping on my phone screen to erase the 'blinds' on my list of things to get. Raising my head I look up at the body piercing store I went to last time. Walking in I greeted that same woman with a smile.

"Hello again," I greet.

"You're back and looking sexier than before, how can I help you?" she asked smiling from ear to ear.

"Well, I was thinking of getting a tattoo. A really big one and I came here after seeing the tattoo artist from last time in the back and was hoping you could help me out?" I asked hopefully.

Nodding her head she looked down at the diary under the glass casing and smiled, "Celo is free right now, hold on while I check with him quickly."

I nod and she quickly makes her way to the back. Walking around I looked at the matching items and itched to buy a pair for Theo and me. Finally deciding on an ankle bracelet that he can wear around his wrist while I need one to cover my scars since I want to wear shorts around the house.