I'll Take Responsibility.

Mark took Fem's hand clasping it inside his palms. Feeling her fingers' curling, he knew she was awake. He sighed and kissed those hands.

"My dear, don't be this unreasonable! Doing that will give anybody the notion that we're fighting or having some relationship problem. It's not good." Mark said in a normal tone. His voice was firm and husky.

Fem opened her eyes after settling the battle inside her. She slowly sat up and squeezed her eyes before she eyed Mark. He appeared disturbed and his eyes were full of longing.

"I just thought it's best for us to sleep separately first. I didn't mean to give any impression that we are fighting at this early stage. I'm sorry hun." Fem said sleepily.

"It's okay. I'm okay now but you made me scared again. Do you even know what scares me most?" Mark moved closer to her and pulled her in his arms.

Fem pulled away from Mark's chest and looked at him in the eye. "Why do you always think that way? Back then, I left for school without saying much because I know if you were for real, you'd find a way to get in touch. Of course, it's different now! Have I not proven my word to you?" Fem studied Mark's face. His sharp tall nose and defined eyebrows, his sexy medium pouted lips looked so captivating. His minty breath that had a mix of beer smell was so intoxicating that she felt her senses were going numb and useless.

"Fem, I honestly have this fear that you'll leave me again one day. It keeps on coming no matter how I shrug it off. Why?" Mark's voice was almost a whisper. "Please give me the assurance that you're mine. I cannot afford to let you go." He continued as his breath became warmer and closer to her ears.

"Don't think too much, my love. Your fear has no basis at all. Aren't things settled already for our big day? Let's sleep now." Fem pecked Mark's lips lightly then acted to lie down on the bed.

"Is this the only one I get after the long day?" Mark pointed at his lips. " I need more. Oh wait, maybe it's more convenient this way then." Mark said as he hovered his body over Fem.

Seeing that Fem was staring at him expectantly, Mark removed his robe and flung it down to the edge of the huge bed. "What can you see sweetheart, can you see though my pyjamas? I'm more than willing to show you but you have to help me do it." Mark now supported himself with his lean strong arms as his body hovered over Fem.

"Are we really doing it this time Mark? I'm quite nervous. I'm not so sure how I should feel." Fem started to slowly unbutton Mark's upper pyjama while her eyes were fixed at his face. He was obviously waiting patiently in pain. Fem's slow movement was like an eternity of waiting, yet he waited.

"Mark, what will I do next? It's done now" Fem swallowed her nervous feeling. Of course, it's her first time. She doesn't know what to do to or how to please her man.

On the other hand, Mark felt nervous as well as it was his first time to really touch a woman as intimate as this.

They were both virgin!

Mark acted according to his instinct and according to how he felt his need be satisfied.

"Fem sweetheart, we will do this right? Whatever will happen in the future, you will always be mine. I'll take the responsibility. " Mark whispered as he hungrily covered her mouth with hers. It was an intense kissing that lasted for who knows how long until Fem felt her bra was loosened. She arched her back giving him full permission to lift her loose tshirt up.

Mark quickly pulled up Fem's t-shirt and the sight of her upper body came exposed boldly under him. Fem immediately pulled him down to cover herself and to keep his eyes from looking down.

"Don't embarass me like this, Mark. I feel uncomfortable when you look at me like that." Fem locked him tightly against her by wrapping her soft slender arms around his neck. This all the more sent Mark's desire uncontrollable as his firm chest was pressed against her two full breasts.

"Hun, let go first. You dont know how much I ached for this. You're so beautiful and perfect Fem! How will I thank your parents for raising such a beauty for me. Ahhhhh.... sweetheart. Hmmmmm... " Mark trailed his kisses from her lips down to her neck while his hands endlessly explored her upper body until he couldn't resist the twin peaks that stood perfectly like volcanoes with pinkish top.

When his lips found their way there, Mark slid his other arm down to her lower region. Fem moaned non-stop as she arched her back great pleasure. Her fingers could just scratched his scalp since Mark's haircut was a high brush up cut.

"Mark, I need you here," Fem whispered as she pulled Mark's head up to her. "My lips are dry, " She panted. Immediately, lifting her head to meet his wet lips as if she has been left in drought.

" Fem, you're so sweet. There's no stopping now right?" Mark saw her nodding in nervousness but there was full determination that drove him crazy all the more.

Fem started to react and allowed her hands to explore his firm mascular body. Then her hands trailed down to his waist. She slid her hands under his pyjama. She pushed it down leaving his under wear still in place.

Mark groaned in the middle of his busy tongue enjoying those two full breasts. One arm squeezing the other while sucking the like a hungry baby. His other hand was down there exploring his next target.

"Fem, how can you be this amazing!" Mark lifted his head to check Fem's face. She was so flushed red and her lips had got swollen from her own biting.

"Mark, ahhhhh.... how am I suppose to react to this. I want to scream. Mark pleeeease....." Fem wrapped her legs on Mark's waist but Mark immediately untangled them and quickly laid on top of her. Let me remove these things first hun... you know what we'll do next, right?" Mark said as he slid his hand down her shorts and panty, removing them one go.

Fem felt a shiver of coldness down her thighs. " I need a cover Mark, my legs feel cold." She said softly as she responded to his passionate kisses.

Mark grabbed the edge of the quilt and tossed it over his back covering both of their lower body.

" You're so wet now, are you enjoying it? " Mark asked gently to which Fem shyly bit her lip and nodded. "So much!" She replied. Then she proceeded to continue exploring his body until she found the waistband of his boxers. She felt shy but she knew he will eventually remove this just the same.

"Do you want it first?" Mark guided her hand to his member.

"How should I do it?" Fem blushed but was willing to learn.

"I don't know either, just use your instinct. Everything you do will be fine for me." Mark pulled Fem up then made laid down.

It was now Fem's turn to give him pleasure. She positioned her slender legs each beside his waist as she bent down to kiss his face.

" Hmmmm.... you think you're the only one who can drive me screaming? I hope you'll not go crazy after what I will do to you now." Fem gave her twitched signature smile before gingerly exploring his body with her soft delicate fingers. Her touches alone were sending tortures in Mark's body. Fem trailed kisses down all over Mark's beautiful body till she reached the now fully erect and hard member.

Fem looked at it. She was so shocked that this thing can actually go as big and hard as it is now. Her face blushed thinking how this thing could enter her. As if its impossible to enter in her narrow opening. Fem was curious that she wanted to try. There's no backing out now.

"Mark hun, how is this?" Her eyes went back to the man's gorgeous face. His eyes were shut and he was enhaling deeply.

" Sweetheart, I'm fine with everything you do. Just don't stop now, please.....!" Mark said in a longing voice.

Fem then lied flat on Mark's tummy in a juxtaposition so that her legs caught his head. Mark took opportunity to caress her legs and thighs and found his fingers going further in between her thighs.

Fem boldly held Mark's erect member and started licking it bit by bit until she heard him groan loudly. The more she heard him, the more she continued what she was doing. She didn't know what kind of sensation he was feeling. All she knew was that it was sending him great ecstatic pleasure.

"Fem, I'm coming now, please don't stop...continue.... Ahhhhhhhhhhh...." Mark held Fem's thighs tightly as he released himself in her mouth.

Fem almost got choked a lot of times due to his length and hardness. When he released himself, she wasn't sure whether to withdraw or stay, but her curiosity made her want to taste what was it like. It's not probably like a poison so its not bad to have a taste of it.

"Sweetheart, come up here. I miss you here." Mark said as he flipped himself to his side. Fem rose up and aligned herself with not saying anything. She pushed Mark to his back then aimed at his mouth. Mark was so delighted that his woman was taking initiative to please him at their first love making. This is indeed an unforgettable night for him!

Fem started pouring into him what was in her mouth. The taste was strange but since it came from her woman, he willingly received it and swallowed them bit by bit.

"This was from you down there. How does it taste?" Fem asked after having drained.her mouth from it.

"I only tasted your sweetness, that thing was more like a jelly...it's good!" Mark caressed her flushed red cheeks lovingly.

"So are we done? Shall sleep now?" Fem teased.

"Don't kid me sweetheart, I want us to enjoy this now. No more restraining okay? The room is sound proof by the way. " Mark said recalling how Fem controlled herself from moaning a while ago.

"Fem, are you ready now? It should hurt because it's our first time, later we can do it again without much pain." Mark knew that he was big and his woman should be a tight. But that only adds to the pleasure.

"You would know when you're hurting me right?" Fem caressed his jawline. "Just go on, I'm not so fragile"' She smiled sweetly that sent her man go wild in courage to explore her again.

Several minutes later, a soft shrill voice escaped from her lips. Mark immediately covered her lips to sooth the pain.He stopped from his track when he felt her body go limp and weak. Tears escaped from her eyes. She suddenly felt her soul left her. The excitement she felt a while ago was changed to emptiness. Why is it like this? Wasn't it suppose to be delightful?

"Fem sweetheart, are you with me? Please come back to me." Mark kissed her blank eyes which had tears in them. Then moved to her lips to savor her sweetness again. His member down their was still hard inside her.

"Fem, I'll be gentle. Be strong for now, we did it." He whispered as he gently moved up and down on her. Fem slowly came back to her senses when the pain came again.

"Mark...." Fem's pained voice was like a music to his ears now..so seductive and melodious. Fem guided Mark's hand to her breast giving him the signal to do his thing at the same time.

"I like it..... when you.... to touch me here.... It helps to ease the pain...." she whispered in between breathes.

"Oh Fem, I'm going crazy now! I'm about to come again!" He panted.

"Go ahead Mark. I love you!" Fem kissed him. Her kiss surprised Mark. Why did it taste different now? It was full of love and longing. A while ago, her kisses tasted like raw. Not that he noticed it earlier but he was able to differentiate them now. He has conquered her now and their bodies became one. Was that the factor?

"Fem sweetheart, you don't know how much happy you're making me ever since you came back." He said as he slowly and gently continued his activity down there. His other hand playfully playing her nipples.

"Now you'll never have to be insecured about me leaving you." She said in a tone of decisiveness. Then she suddenly whispered, " The pain isn't much now hun, I want you to do it faster."

"Oh, my wife is really strong! But aren't you bleeding?" He asked worriedly. Just now, he felt a sticky liquid gushed out from her. Though he was sure it wasn't that much.

"Tell me if it hurts okay?" Mark slowly increased his speed until he totally lost control and pounded in wild abandon that sent the both of them to the peak of euphoria.

"Mark, kiss me. " Fem's lips were parched dry from panting. She just experienced a wonderful rendezvous of emotions.

"Mrs. Mark Arevalo, I'll give you how much ever kiss you want. You're so amazing!" Then he started kissing her everywhere again until their bodies found it doing the third round.

After their third round, Mark remembered her saying yesterday that she was fertile now. If that was true, then he must have hit a jackpot!

"Fem sweetheart, I didn't wear protection now. But as I said, I'll take responsibility for whatever may come out of this. You know I love you and have been looking forward to building a family with you. " Mark outlined her collarbone with his soft long fingers.

"I never imagined myself giving birth at the age of 21 though. I hope im not fertile now. I want to enjoy being with you first. Once there will be kids, we will be focused on rearing them. Don't you think so hun?" Fem roamed her soft fingers on his firm abs sending him a pleasant moan again.

"Fine for me too. Just dont take pills. I heard it's harmful for the body." Mark said thoughtfully. The couple rolled out fro bed to take shower together. Then Mark retrieved a bedsheet from one of the drawers and changed the bed cover. Then they snuggled in each other's arms feeling satisfied and peaceful.