A sudden heartbreak.

I never in my wildest imagination believed that I would be betrayed the way I was betrayed by the one who took my first kiss and my innocence.

I found myself constantly loosing appetite , skipping heartbeat and totally withdrawn.

I felt used.

I felt foolish.

I felt like a ridiculous trophy.

I was vulnerable and helpless with no one to help me defend my dignity.

It was quite inconceivable that the one I loved disappointed me and in addition, I'm getting bullied because of him. They never knew what I passed through to enter school...I must admit that I messed up big time...but to refocus on my education... I went to another school where students are well behaved and focused... but the truth remains that until date, I'm still battling with unexpressed love and emotions. I felt that I lost a very important stage of my life.

I took a very serious decision never to mingle with my misleading friends and that helped me to abstain from any boy_girl relationship.

I think I know better now...