Chapter 3 ( His POV )

AFTER that incident we didn't talk that much and i was avoiding him and he was also avoiding me that's good i think ? .

actually he only calls me when he need something ( work related ) what do i expect i'm just only his secretary its normal that he only needs me when he wants something its not like i want him to talk to me but its just arghh !! i don't understand myself and i don't know why? maybe i'm turning crazy right ? .

Then someone knock on my desk and when i look up i saw his face so close to me i can feel his hot breath and my heart beating so fast what is happening to me ? i blink twice " Umm.. sir what can i help you?"

" Nothing i just wanted to chec- " he didn't finish what he's going to say " What are you doing ? go back to your work i didn't hire you just to do nothing " he said coldly and walk away with his hands on his pocket . i put my hands on my chest because my heart can't stop beating why he was so close anyways ? .

and why my heart is beating so fast can someone tell me ? is it a good or a bad thing ? i know that i'm attracted to him but why is this heart beating so fast like i'm having a heart attack ? ..

ELTON CRUX

What the fuck ! did i just do ? and why the hell my heart is beating so fast that it can get outside my ribcage?

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( FLASHBACK )

" Hey man what's up ?. You looked stress up ?"

I looked at him and glare . " What the hell ! why are you here ? " he just shrugged this man .

" Dude i just miss you i hadn't seen you in ages and don't you miss my very handsome face ?" he smirk .

Okay Caleb's right we hadn't see for an ages . yeah i admit i miss him too and it sounds like gay this man is my childhood bestfriend .

" Yeah yeah get out of here " i shoo him .

" Hey man before i leave do you wanna go to bar at 9:00 Ashton's treat"

" Yeah just get out of here " .

" Okay man don't forget that " and then he get out .

I looked at my paperworks DAMN ! why do i have to sign all of these papers arghh i'm freaking tired i got up from my seat go down to get some coffee then i see my secretary doing nothing and something is up to her and what it is ? and why do i freaking care ! argh i went to her desk then knock on it. and i didn't know why did i do it.

then she looked up at me our faces are so close i stared at her red lips hmm.... what could it taste when i kiss it damn it why i'm i feeling the urge of kissing her soft red plump lips .

i went up to my mind when i saw her blinking her eyes twice then asked me "Umm.. sir what can i help you?". " Nothing i just wanted to chec- " argh what im i saying . " What are you doing ? go back to your work i didn't hire you just to do nothing " . i told her coldly and put my hands on my pocket and start walking away darn ! what did just happen why my heart starts beating like this ? .

( END OF FLASHBACK )

So i'm here at the bar with my friends and Ashton is freaking drunk and this playboy Ashton drinking because of a woman that he had one nightstand with and he's saying he's inlove with this woman .

He got busted by this woman and now here he is wasted as hell he can't get over with the woman it's been one week since he sees that girl and i can't fucking believe that this PLAYBOY ASHTON is getting wasted just for a woman.

Love really sucks i don't wanna be hit by cupids arrow .

AND then i saw her my secretary in the dancefloor dancing with another guy i don't know why but i got really angry all of a sudden so i got up from my seat and went to the dancefloor and i grab her arm and get the hell way out of here why is she getting drunk ? is that because of she's thinking in the morning ? arghh ! and would i even care ? Fuck this life ! .

WERE here outside the bad i did'nt even got a chance to say goodbye to them but hell i care ! i only care now is this woman that is fully drunken why would she go to a bar when we have a work tommorow tss.

" Who are you ? " and then she point at me

"Tss. " im your boss idiot

Then she waved her hand on my face then pinch me at my cheeks i jump a little bit because of that damn ! .

" What the hell ! " i cursed god ! she's really drunk

The next thing i know is she put her arms around my neck damn ! this women ! i can't take it anymore so i put my arms on her waist our faces are facing each other i see her most beautiful brown eyes that i have ever see i can see through her eyes that she is sad but why ? .

and then my eyes wondered through her face until it stops on her red kissable lips i put a finger on it and trace it i can feel her breathed got heavy i pull her closer to me closing the space between us she gasp at that feeling of our bodies close i can't take it anymore so i leaned down and capture her lips i gasp at the feeling of her soft lips press against mine i like it i don't understand my self now all i know is that our lips are touching .

I lick her lips and she moaned at that i took advantage of it and put my tounge inside her mouth and our tounge dance at the rythym savouring each other and with that my heart can't stop from beating .

tonight i just let my heart from beating fast not caring about anything and i know this woman can only make my heart beats but i don't know if she can make it stop .

Did cupid did this to me did cupid hit me with his arrow but why ? Cupid why did you hit me with your arrow Cupid why ? why ? .....

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