We arrived now on our room, yes OUR i am also shock and shy right now that we are sleeping together and it's not normal to sleep with your boss right ? i mean this is like a dream come true but you know i am like AHHHHH! i don't know what to feel i am panicking, screaming inside.
"Are you alright?" he asked me while taking of his coat i gulped and turned my eyes away gosh! i feel hot right now. Then someone hold my shoulders i flinched.
"Hey, what's the matter?" i looked up to see him worried? and Damn! his chest are out! my breathing became heavy he's too goddamn much for me!. I think i might faint from this heavenly handsomeness and yes i am a SIMP but only for him, I pushed him without a word and run towards the bathroom and locked the door.
I stared at the mirror i can still feel his hot hands on my shoulders and those ripped chests i bit my lips,
"Keep calm" I told to myself i fixed my hair and sigh before going out and to my surprise Elton was infront of the door brows are creased his hands are on the door frame so basically i am pinned ! PINNED BY HIM! oh no! i don't know what to do so i just gulped and try to push him away but he won't even budge.
"Hey why are you pushing me away" he said while leaning onto my ear,
"Clo-close" i said stuttering and almost whispering i saw him nod and back away i sighed heavily it was as if a thorn has been pulled out of me.
"So tell me why did you pushed me away earlier?" he asked while leaning on a vanity while crossing his arms and here i am admiring or should i say simping again. I look away before answering "Nothing i am just nervous because i have never slept with a guy before uhm... like-" before i can even finish my sentence he cut me off and said.
"It's okay i understand, i can book a room right now in another hotel if you're really that uncomfortable" then he walk through his bag and pick up his phone his about to dial someone when i pulled his arm down he look down at me with a confused look.
"I'm fine sleeping beside you" i said while looking down feeling embarassed.
"Are you sure?" he asked and i nodded.
"Then i will sleep on the couch you sleep on the bed"
"Okay" thats all i ahve to reply should i just let him book on another hotel but its too late now we need to sleep early and i don't want to adjust just for me but honestly i get this weird thing going around my stomach when i think about how he cares for me like HE CARES FOR ME!.
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I am now laying on the bed while Elton is sleeping on the couch i kinda felt a guilty he booked this with his money yet his sleeping on the couch and i am just his secretary why did he have to do this he could have let me sleep on the couch i even protested earlier but he just turn his back on me and laid on the coach ans start sleeping.
He really look so peaceful when he's sleeping his face is when he's awake is naturally grumpy but when he's sleeping he look fragile how i want to hug him now i bet its comfortable sleeping on his arms. I want to carry him and put him in this bed because the couch look so uncomfy for him with his height and frame his even larger than the couch. I got up from the bed and walk towards him while carrying the blanket to make atleast comfortable i put it above him covering his half body i sit down and stared at his face. He really is handsome i wonder if i got i chance to be with him, is it possible that we can happen? i lifted my hands and was about to caress his cheeks but i prevented myself and just stared at him all night and before i knew i drifted to sleep.