Unworthy of putting name in despair

Even though she protested to sit beside him, she didn't have any choice at all. The judging eyes of the crowd seemed to melt her soul. From their gaze, she could tell what were running with their judging mind. She couldn't help herself but to bow her head from their heating stare. "Don't try to catch attention from anyone. You are not worthy to put my name in despair!" Hearing from this man's mouth irritates her. She was well aware of his character for long, but she didn't really realize the fact that she would received this kind of insult, most importantly from the man she love the most. The thought that he broke her heart in pieces a while ago really doesn't seem to end. Minute after minute, she really find deep within her the main reason why the person who was the closest to her heart rejected him this time. Sierra had really struggled for this. She can't really figure out the reasons. Her mind is full of doubt until suddenly everything she saw started to distort. She suddenly felt dizzy until everything she saw faded including Nardie.