Forgetting to love herself

She really dreamed of having a feeling like this with Nardie. She longed for it from him. But everytime Nardie kisses him, it was like a bored duty to do it to her. Sometimes, she really questioned herself on why he had to stick with Nardie for so many years. Every time she needed him most importantly when she needed affection, Nardie didn't give a damn on her. Days of waiting for him late are contless already. "Oh I forgot, is it your birthday yesterday?Im so sorry. Don't wait for me, I have meeting with other clients. I'm going overseas, though as much as I wanted to be with you, I have a busy schedule." He is always making an excuse on almost everything. But she didn't give a damn on these things. She knew she was mature enough to understand things well. Most importantly for Nardie. How could she refuse to understand him when her world revolves only for him. Later she didn't realize, she loses value for himself. She forgot how to love herself more than anything else.