SAME DREAM

WALKING HAND IN HAND as we both pass by the river. Clearly, seeing how he smile from ear to ear. And his laughter is music to my ears. We sat in a big log as I lean my head in his broad shoulder. Looking at the birds flying freely in the sky and: "Are you tired? Are you hungry?" as his husky voice ask those questions. I nodded and suddenly he stands and carry me as if I am a small child. "Bring me down!" as I shout at him but he answered me with a smile. "I'm beautiful in my way 'cause God makes no mistakes I'm on the right track baby I was born this way!!!" then I'm awake again because of my alarm in full volume. 5:36 says my alarm as I sit in my bed. It is the same dream for the past 4 months. Should I go to a shaman to ask? Or will I just ignore it as it will be over soon?