Once is enough, Twice is too much

The ray of light that welcomes me every morning energizes me. My office has large windows where I can see the busy city street in the broad light while city lights at night. Coffee, pile of papers to be singed and schedules of meetings in my table. I knew this is going to be a very long day. Time passes by so fast and its already pass 1 o'clock. "I better go out and grab something before going back." As the elevator door closes, there is a guy who's running g as if he was on a marathon. But too sad he didn't make it. The elevator went up. "Be ready, the applicant will be here in 10." said Damian. Damian is the Junior Marketing head in our office. Though we are both in the same age, I am his supervisor as he applied late in the company. He is getting married in a month now that's why we are finding someone capable of replacing him. He will resign as he and his wife will migrate to Asia for good. If this applicant is what we are looking for, Damian will only stay for a week to pass all his works to the newbie. He is my EX. Yes, we have a relationship but we didn't ever do the sexual part. We lasted for 5 years before he met his wife. I choose career over him that's why we end up like this. But his fiancé knows about us and she didn't say anything. She only said "Thank you!" to me. I didn't know if I will get offended that time but knowing he loves Damian so much and he takes care of him, I am relieved and at peace. I love him that's why I let him go. In the conference room, there is Damian sitting while holding a folder in his hand. "This is it! Even you won't approve, this guy will be perfect to replace me." as he smiles at me. That smile makes me fall for him but his not mine anymore. I just nod to him and he open the door. It's the guy in the elevator!