Get drunk again

When I was sleeping, I wake up at one point, and as I opened my eyes, I could feel that the sun is shining too loud. When I moved a little, I fall off the couch, and as I was on the ground, I sit on the icy floor and while having my face between my legs; I started crying once again, but now I didn't need to stop myself to being quiet but I can go as loud as I like.

As I was doing it I sit like that and cry for a long time, and while I had calmed down a little, I get up, and as I walked to the bathroom; I looked at my face, and while I wanted to start water, it hasn't gone.