I can easily recognize

A week later, in the USA. 

When I finally wake up, I looked at my side, and while seeing my daughters sleeping there, I smiled, and as I wanted to grab them, I stopped myself. When I had done this, I slowly get up, and as I walked to the bathroom, I do there what I needed and when I could see the shower. While seeing it, I looked at myself, and when I haven't taken a shower for over a day, I come back, and while I checked my bag if I have still clean clothes, I could see the last pair there. While having them, I walked slowly back to the bathroom, and as I was closing the doors, I could hear that someone has come. While hearing it, I come out, and while seeing that it's mom, I said: "I'm going to take a shower."