I've been independent since the day my father die. Thats when i made a choice that i will go abroad and start a new life there. It so difficult. I have to cope up, traditions, people and even making new friends. I have to forget the past even if i have to change myself, my name..
And forget them..
And even him…
Then i ask myself, what if i will return again to the place i was born and grow up? Can i still change the 'me'? What if it will go back the way it was before? Can i hope that i will not be hurt again and again? What if i will make the same mistake i did years ago? Did he forget me? Did i answer all the questions they been trying to ask me? All of these questions i've been carry since i've decided to return to this place.
Now, i've grown up. The girl in the past is over. Im just here for business matter. Nothing else.
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For almost two months after i said that i was going comeback home, my best friend Ayne always pestering to come as soon as possible and yet i'm here at the airport.
I've been trying to call her and she is not responding. I want to leave this place cause people are staring at me like im some kind of freak.
'What are these people trying to look at?'
Then i look at myself. I'm just fine. Is there something on my face? Am i this ugly?
It feels like a dejavu. It's like when someone kidnap you and then someone rescue you.. Your prince…
'How the hell did i end up imagining things that won't happen in the first place?' ignoring the thought…
Wait, you still don't know my name yet (am i making myself a fool, i know you know guys who i am) but anyways for introduction. I am Angela Estrada,.. Wait, i mean Michael Angela Estrqda (i just want to make a mistake, heheh). Seventeen years of age, i'm a girl of course. Well that's for now, i won't spoil myself cause i know that you know.
(Back to story)
As i was saying Aynes' been pestering since that day and where the hell is she? Speaking of her, i think i just SAW my name on a tarpaulin with matching balloon on it!! What the heck! I just rolled my eyes and when i try to past and ignore her, the she saw me…
And her eyes grow bigger like literally (priceless).
'Did she just drop her jaw?'
Then suddenly she run to me and shouting my name..this is embarrassing... All people look at you like you are some kind of what?
"Elaaaaa!!!!"
'Really embarrassing.. Can someone help me to get out of this place,please..'
'Is she this persistent to see me?'
I try to cover myself with a hat but these people are just so intriguing.
Then someone at the back hit me..
"Im sorry.."
It's faint but i know that voice is sounds familiar. It's so soft that my eyes want's to see who might be.
And when i try to see who it was~.
"Elaaa~~".
Ayne just grab my arm and made a face like (what happen to you?)
I just made an adorable smile. And then she pout but still had a question on her face.
I forgot who was that man awhile ago.
Still, i face Ayne.
"Whyyy~~~?"
She sounded like full of curiosity. What did i do this time?..
'And why what?'i thought to myself.
"Why Ela~~?
I just stare at her cooly and smile. She doesnt seem to notice that i really dont know what she is talking about.
"Yo~u~re.."
Then suddenly…
"What happened to your hair!!!!"
'Did she just scream?'
She did.
'Ouch. Did my eardrum just bleed?'
She's about to cry. And i panic. Such a crybaby sometimes. What will i do?
Then i remember.
I had a lollipop! Hope this will work.
"Hey! Calm down, Ayne. I ahh. ~~ i have sweet lollipop!"
Then suddenly her fake cry went to a smile. What a double personality she is. Did she trick me? But then again, she still grumpy.
"What happened to your hair?".... She ask.
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