Our Pain Is Our Agony And Our Comforts Are Our Heaven

Ryuga and everyone sat down on the chairs and couch. You had taken a seat near Ryuga because of course your omega side wanted nothing more than to be near him, be with him, embrace him. However, you knew you couldn't embrace him and love him how you always wanted to. At least not now. You still wore your cape that let your pheromones be unknown to most people or trick them into thinking you are an Alpha as well as your pheromone blocker mask. "So what brings you all here?" Ryuga started. "Just a friendly visit. Ya know to meet Y/f/n. Also, the corporation is planning something big. I think they found someone extremely powerful. They refer to them as a codename S.T." Gingka said looking serious. You look concerned for a second. Someone powerful? More powerful than you and Yumir? You shiver in discomfort and put your head down. "I don't think they are a match for me and L Drago. I am the true Emperor and they must be just a worm that I can crush with ease." Ryuga said with a confident tone. He was arrogant but that was a part of him you accepted a while ago.

"Ryuga this is serious we need to call back all the legendary Bladers and stop them. Who knows what they will do!" Kenta said looking determined for him to work together with the team. "Listen Ryuga isn't there something or someone you want to protect? We are all going to be bound to some prick or even die for all we know and I for starters am not planning on dying. So you better help us." Kyoya exclaimed as he looked at Ryuga with a mad face and eyes of a hungry Lion. Ryuga stopped looking confident and now his look was replaced with a sad one."I lost that person a while ago so what's the point". You look up towards him biting your lip as an attempt to not cry. You were there infront of him but he didn't know. You wanted to tell him but you couldn't. You share some tears however no one batted an eye because of your hood and mask. You closed you eyes shut. "I know how you feel Ryuga. I lost my sister. But I am planning on getting her back so wh..." Gingka was interrupted by a frustrated Ryuga that stood up from his chair. "THIS ISN'T THE SAME SHE IS DEAD DON'T YOU GET IT! WE AREN'T THE SAME! SO STOP TRYING TO UNDERSTAND ME! ALL OF YOU!" Ryuga shouted and used his dominant pheromones accidentally while doing so which affected Gingka as he cowered a little bit back in fear. "Ryuga what the hell!" Kyoya says as he goes to Gingka's aid to help him. You looked at both Ryuga and Gingka as Ryuga looked guilty and Gingka looked somewhat better. You stood up walking towards Ryuga. You knew him well enough to know when he needed comfort and this one was one of those times. He looks at you in anger and frustration. "WHAT?! WHAT DO Y..." You pull him into a hug. Everyone looks at you two in shock as Ryuga shivers from the sudden action but then gives in as he puts his face on your shoulder and starts sharing some tears biting his lip trying not to cry. You pat his head and back as you feel him tremble. "It's ok... You're okay," you say in an attempt to let him feel better. Everyone looks shocked at your actions. "I-i couldn't... We were running.... She jumped and hic... I ran away... Like a coward hic... Because of me hic... It's my fault..." he whispered as he started crying. He missed you dearly. His one and only mate. His love. His forever and always.

His knees give out as he falls to the floor bringing you down with him. You didn't care. You wanted him to feel better. While everyone left upstairs to give you two privacy, mostly to give Ryuga privacy you decided since Ryuga was focused on crying, venting and getting comfort from you to remove the pheromone mask that helped you not smell any Alpha or omega pheromones plus a voice changer. You bit your lip as you got the scent of his lavender and firewood. You had to restrain yourself. You had your hand on your mask and the other one on Ryuga's hair. You whispered in his ear "I love you. Be happy for me." in your normal voice and put your mask back on quickly after. Ryuga held you tighter as he stopped sobbing and crying about an hour later. He wiped his tears away and smiled. "Thank you. Hah... I thought I heard her voice for a moment. Even just one moment was enough though" You smile as well "I'm sure wherever she is she wouldn't want you to be sad." You say with your voice changer on. Everyone joins back downstairs and Ryuga apologises to Gingka for his outburst.

Everyone wasn't in high spirits since the incident and how they listened to the whole conversation about how he loved his mate to the fullest for her to die as they ran away from the corporation and for him to listen to her and run away thinking he would see her again.

It became late and Ryuga lent some of the rooms he had to different people. They were all of course built to withstand both omega and Alpha pheromones since Ryuga made this house for you and him to live in it when you came back... Which you did but he didn't know. You got in your room and quickly locked it removing your mask. You breathed heavily from inhaling his scent earlier which made you have an unexpected heat cycle. Your chest felt tight, your heart felt like needles are piercing it and your legs were unable to withstand your weight. You collapse on the bed and whimper in pain. You wanted Ryuga. You NEEDED Ryuga. However, you couldn't have him, not now at least.

You sat on the bed for quite a while feeling like shit until you decided to wear the pheromone hood blocker without your mask and go out to inhale some air.

You stepped out from the window and headed towards a Beyblade ring. You took out your bey and started training some combination attacks. The house of Ryuga was located within a forest so you decided to get your bey and hit some trees while you were at it far away from Ryuga's house. "Shit..." you say as you punch a tree in frustration. You were still in your heat and it honestly hurt and felt like you were suffocating. However, you were somewhat used to it by how they had trained you in the Dark Nebula corporation. You were stumbling upon your steps as you walked along the path and used your bey to hit rocks or trees until you came to a clearing of a beautiful lake with a waterfall.

Your knees give out and you lay on the grass looking at the moon and stars. The sky was clear and beautiful. You place your hand on your eyes as you start crying. You hated yourself and the fact you couldn't be with Ryuga because Yumir would kill him and everyone else if she found you and him too. Especially Ryuga since he is supposed to be wanted by the Dark Nebula and is alive unlike you.

Because of your heat and pain, you felt plus all the agony you were letting out by crying it seemed you alerted someone because someone was tapping your hand. You removed it to see who it was. To your surprise it was Ryuga. You panicked. You didn't have your mask. He looked at you and sighed. "I suppose you have something that bothers you enough to come here and cry too..." He said. You nod as you smelled his pheromones of lavender and firewood making your heat worse as you clutched your heart. You started crying more because you needed him. Ryuga looked at you and awkwardly hugged you as you did with him. You didn't hesitate to hug back and cry as your pheromones got crazy over his comforting smell. You trembled in pain and agony, you whimpered, and you clutched on him like he was your lifeline. "Hey, you're going to be okay. I don't know the reason for your sorrow but if you feel like crying I am here. So let it all out." You cried more as he said that. He would let out his comforting pheromones and you would be hurting more from your heat needing him. But your omega side was also grateful that Ryuga, your mate was comforting you. This was truly going to be a night of sorrow.

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