Chapter 8

She said 'let's talk' but after pulling me here near the stage she just stared at me for a while then left me.

Just what is she thinking? She dragged me here to 'talk' but right now we're a few feet apart and all she does is look at my direction every chance she gets. Oh come on! if there's something you want to say, just say it. All these looking that you're doing is making me conscious about myself and it feels so annoying.

"She's been looking at you for a while Riu" Lyn said who also noticed it. Well it's impossible to not notice it when Lyn is just sitting next to me.

"I know" I answered wanting to just leave this place. What's her deal anyway. It's not like we fought or something... we never had an argument.

"Why not go fix things between you and your honey right now?" She cheekily said with her eyebrows moving up and down.

"H-hon--- What the fck are you saying? Are you crazy?" And this shthead is making my face heat up in annoyance... yep it's just because of annoyance.

"Why so flustered Riu? Move your ass! it's not good to let your fight with your girl drag for so long" Just why is this shthead Lyn saying this, Geez

"She's not my girl, ok?? and we didn't have a fight." This topic is cringy.

"Oh ok, if that's what you say. But you two really need to talk though. You both look awkward as fck" She said then laughed.

*sigh*

How do I even fix something when it's not broken.

"Hey!" A female voice said.

Now who is it this time? I don't wanna talk right now.

"Hey!" She says once again, so I turned my back to turn down that person on any thing she'll say. Unfortunately it was Lumi though.

"Oh, what?"

Was that so rude? I hope not.

"I think it was so rude of me to pull you a while ago to talk but then left anyways..." oh ok?

"Nah it's fine"

"I was just contemplating on whether I'll tell you or not." She explained.

"If you're not comfortable saying it... then don't."

"Let's go somewhere else" She said so we walk a little far from the stage so people won't hear it.

She sat on the bench but I decided to just stand next to it.

"So..." she started, a little hesitant. *Sigh* she doesn't really need to say it if it's not comfortable for her. Tsk! persistent... she's just making it hard for herself.

"I don't know if I should be saying this but I remember you telling me that sometimes it's better to talk to a stranger. I'm not saying you're a stranger but you claim to be one anyway so I think that would suffice... and besides, you won't just judge me, right?"

Oh so that's what it was. She just want to open up. It doesn't matter whether I ignore her for a few days or if I just decide to stay away from her. She didn't notice it at all... she just came to say things. I should be happy right? because she's trying to open up and trust someone like me but ... the fact that she only called me for this and that, she didn't notice that I was distancing myself from her just stings.

I'm not even in the right mind to listen after she said that.

"--and back then I was so young. I never think that something's wrong with me. It's just that, I'm not interested in men..."

Oh so she's not straight.... just as I thought.

"It's hard to keep it from my family though and so I was almost caught or maybe I was caught. My parents were both shock and both of them are against this they said a lot of things that's too gard for a kid like me to take in. I was still young back then so I decided to follow what they want and hide who I really am."

So that's what happened. What should I say now? Am I suppose to sat something right at this moment?

"So..." She started speaking again.

"So?" I asked.

"I don't know why you asked me that question back then. But it's true, I'm interested in someone right now. So if you like me... please give up" And she finished what she was trying to say with a fckng nuclear bomb!

Wait what??! I didn't even said I like her or maybe I do but fck... I haven't even said anything yet I was rejected? Just what the eff...

"I never said I like you though..."

But I don't like getting rejected foxy.

"hah! rejecting me out of the blue... Too bad foxy I hate getting rejected."

"Wait---What? So you don't--" not letting her finish speaking I continued what I was saying.

"You're telling me to give up? why should I give up on something I haven't even started fighting for." I said as I started walking back to the stage.

"Fine, I'll accept that rejection but watch me foxy, I'll make your suspicions right to be worthy for you to say that right now but this time I won't let myself hear things such as that coming from you"

"Wait--- I think I was wrong" She said a little loud as she started to walk too since there's quite a distance between us.

"You think you're wrong? hah! If there was a lot of people hearing this I'd be humiliated... "

I'm not angry about that... I just felt something tick off inside me after hearing her say that I like her. I don't know if it's a good thing or not though. "Prepare yourself Foxy... I'll sweep you off your feet that you won't be able to say that again"

Why the eff did I say that? Is it because of my pride? I don't think so, 'cause for some reasons... this is making me quite happy?

Arrgh I don't know what's happening to me anymore.

I walked back to the stage with her following at my back. Looking at the faces of the other members I can see they're looking at the person behind my back and then looked at me with a questioning eyes which I ignore.

Don't ask me people.

Third Person's POV (Super short POV)

Little did Riu know as she said that. Lumi was left speechless with her face starting to be like tomato which the members noticed that's why they had this 'What happened look'.

"What have I done?" Lumi said to herself and inside her mind is starting to be a mess.

'Did I just set off a bomb that's not suppose to explode instead of preventing it?'

'Waaaaah I just embarrassed myself a while ago for assuming... Why did I even say that? Was I hoping for something? And why the eff does my face feels hot?'

'Someone help me... I think a storm is about to hit me'