I had no idea until it hit me, bang in the face, like a stone or a slap. My first love. I was 14 and so was she, but it wasn't just as simple as our age. It was our sexuality. I had always known I felt a pull towards girls, but until I found Kiya, I would have probably classed myself as bisexual...but I know now thats not the case.
I had a large crush on Kiya, but i acted normal around her, and she slowly became my best friend...not my lover.
After a year or so, I finally told her my feelings...and this is where i am now.