XOMatsumaeohana

[REWRITING: "Fantasia of the stars" COMIMG OUT ?]

A mask of pain.

A wall of sadness and loneliness that nobody could understand. "It's futile to explain, the moment something goes outside the norm, people instinctively push you away." Her pain and sadness is only a burden to those she cares about. 

He hides behind a wall, a long wall nobody can climb. 

Terashima Lila entire childhood revolved around staying strong for her family and friends. Music was her means of escape. A means of conveying the deep feelings and emotions in her heart that she couldn't convey normally. But when her cursed bloodline separates her from everything she built the past sixteen years of her life, and singing slowly degrades her condition further - what will Lila do? She transfers to light academy under a new name 'Kiku Ari,' and she meets him.

The one person who changes her life completely.

A unique music romance novel that focuses on a single girl's journey and burden behind being the top idol. Join Lila on her journey to achieve her new dream, while struggling with her hanyou lineage and getting caught up in a triangular romance.

To achieve her dream, what will she sacrifice? What will change? 

For her, the two of them were both equally important. Which hand will she take?
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*CURRENT COVER - [Cover by: Zushidraws]

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Updates: 2-3 Chapters every day 

the first 80-95 chapters are old content which I'm still going through and re-editing.


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A side note regarding the story: the first half of the story will focus on the second ML Karashima Haruka and the female lead Terashima Lila story. Then the second half will move back to the first ML Austin Kiryu

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Genre: Music, Romance, Fantasy. Supernatural

Dream Star

If he breaks completely, would he deserve Lila then? Haruka honestly didn't know what to do anymore. This was the reason why he never considered a proper relationship with her. Haruka didn't think she would one day accept his feelings, and even if she did. He was supposed to push her away. How on earth did it end up with him dating her? A deep and long sigh escaped his lips as his gaze flickered onto the girl who was panting heavily beneath him.

"Haruka," the girl's voice always sounded so sexy no matter what she did. Haruka liked sex; he liked the bliss and rush and the heat. He enjoyed hearing the girl's moans and begging - he liked feeling superior. But most of all, the most important thing was it made him feel whole. It made him feel wanted.

"Just once," Lila nodded, "One time."

Haruka smiled, "That's not how you beg."

Where it all startled