It looked like Haruka was having a hard time thinking about her words. So Lila traced her hands on his cheeks, "What will it take for you to listen?" Lila knew that her safety was the most important thing to him; otherwise, he wouldn't have sacrificed so much for her sake. But Lila couldn't take her words back.
When Lila learned that Zane was the main cause of everything that's happened to her and Haruka, she wanted to kill him. While hanyou's nature is to cause bloodshed and havoc, it was the first for her, the desire to harm another person. To see them lying down, dead and unbreathing. That man, it's because of him that Haruka is in so much pain. She wondered what Haruka would do if he knew. The reason all those incidents happened, even with her brother... If Haruka knew it was Zane who caused everything, what would he do?