Hesitating

"Are you sure? We still have that other problem."

"That person.." Lila wrapped her arms around Harukas neck and brushed her lips there. "--is lonely. She is the same type as me. Once she falls in love, she wants to treasure that love forever and stand by that persons side.""

How come this girl understands everything? It doesn't make sense to her anymore. Rikka wishes she could just hate Terashima Lila. If she could do something like that then wouldn't she feel better?

....

'I didn't go through with my original plan..' Rikka sighed. When she saw how lovey-dovey they were, she couldn't interfere at all. 

Rikka wanted to support Haruka in any way that she could. But with her current conflicting feelings, she knew she would only get in the way. That is why she rejected the drama. The director was already rewriting the script. But she no longer had the motivation to participate.