Chapter 1

As tears roll down my eyes I knew I couldn't do anything , I looked at my little brother dying with terror and dying with reality . His warm breath and tearful eyes . With a cracking voice he said to me, " Hana mom said I have 10% of survival for this surgery ."

I cried more and more sorrow tears after hearing his voice and hearing him saying that , I knew he didn't have much time left because I can see , I see what ordinary people don't see , I see when people will die the day they will die , but when I looked at my time I wonder , when will I die

I will never know when I will die , I wonder why such useless thing exists , why me ? I always think , why do I have to be the one to see when the time of others have come , why? I always knew this day would come , the day of my brothers death , I never knew it would be this heartbreaking, after all not every memory is good memories .

At times I wonder , if I had a loved one , when he died will I be able to save him? I couldn't even save my own brother , what a shameful thinking , thinking I could save other people when I can't even save my own beloved brother .

I was so deep in thoughts then I heard my brother voice , " but don't worry sis you still have mom and dad " I looked up , 15 minutes left , 15 minutes lift until my little brother leaves this selfish world , for this last time I had to see him I study his features , his dark brown almost black hair and the little mole on his cheeks . His thick but refined eyebrows , I wonder what we have in common based on looks . I looked up at him , he seemed to be really regretful after all he's only 14 .

I looked up at him , my brother , my only sibling , he started talking in a trembling voice and started hugging me , " sis please stay safe and don't do anything stupid , please, for me." I replied to him , I said , " brother your surgery is starting , don't talk nonsense." But he made me promise , he said to promise him first and I told him I promised. That's was our last conversation. With a sad voice I yelled " you can do this brother ." Though I already knew that this was the end for him I wanted to make it seem like it wasn't, after all , a siblings love is more important then anything and I wouldn't want him to know that he was going to die.