It was finally done the fighting, I dropped my sword next to me and fell back thinking this war on a broken village it's was over but was it really necessary couldn't we find a different way to settle this, lying below this tree just looking at the star and moon wondering if this could have ended deferentially, looking at the blood on my hands wondering how did I become like this where did I go wrong, I was a normal person who got sword and changed into this monster. How can I look at Ann and be the same person a tear rolled down my face I turned into them haven't I, that overwhelming feeling of power and rage thinking where did that come from while falling asleep, midnight I woke up to a wolf singing a sad song howling at the moon and yet it felt like the moon was still smiling at me there was this feeling inside of me a relieve, maybe but still couldn't decide where I belong.
I stood up looking at my opponent with the blood blades inside of him and I felt bad for him and yet loyalty was never on his mind as I killed him. "Yet the this scar he gave me is on the same place on his chest than mine and its the same length as well did he had the scar before we began or was it while where fighting" I thought as I looked up at the mountain wondering what can my brothers be up to, deciding to walk around I thought back at that moment that I lost myself what was really the thing that triggered it was it the village burning or maybe the feeling of losing Ann, walking around trying to find the village gates I looked around the Forrest around me with the birds singing it felt like peace finally overwhelmed this sadness and rage in the area, I saw the gates hanging on a peace of metal and wondered if I was going to be fine when I see this village as it is.
I stopped for second in front of this gate I thought back at the vision of earlier it was still vague but at least I knew there was strong opponents out there for me and I'm going to need this power for a lot longer than I really want it, I looked around the Forrest for a few hours trying to see whether I can get a clue of what I'm going to need to do, but not a thing so I decided to go into the burning city and search for my brothers and I already knew where to find them because they loved to drink, I walked straight to the bar and saw a headless body I look at the bar and saw the window is busted there was two skid marks in front of the steppes my brothers must have been drunk fighting this creature picking up the hammer close to the body I walked up the stairs and opened the doors.
Looking at the drunks trying to keep themselves up straight, I started to laugh. Castiel looked at me and said "what took you so long the booze is almost finished and you are still sober how come" I ignored him straight and looked at Dragniel seeing the hammer inside my hand, he laughed and status "you look and smell like hell" "where did you find my weaponry?", I just stared at him putting the hammer down and demanded him to pour me a drink and stop to giving me a headache, looking around the saloon and at the bar and the stools I asked "is that a head on the bar?" they smiled at me and just nodded their heads, I shook my head left to right and sins Dragniel still couldn't stand up I poured myself a drink and sat down with a burden of a though on my mind, we drank the rest of the night away emptying the bar from top to bottom not worrying about the tomorrow.
As morning came all had changed we had headaches and half of the night was a blank and it wasn't a still morning as well, the villagers was back and already cleaning the village ready to rebuild there lovely town the sun shine through the broken Windows blinding us, I heard Ann calling my name from a distance, I stood up running towards the door trying to find my footing with the sunlight blinding me completely I shaded my eyes with my hand trying to find her and all the sudden two hands came past me making everything dark and just by the touch of the hands I could figure out that it was Dragniel being crazy and stupid again, as he let go of my face he asked me have you seen my weaponry, ignoring him flat I walked down the stairs and went straight towards Ann. I walked closer towards her I looked at this damaged town and made me think, I stood behind her blinding her with my hands and kissing her in the neck. She blushed and asked are you okay, I took a deep breath and said "I'm suppose to ask you that, how did you escape the village." She stared down at the ground and asked if we can talk later about it. I had a weird feeling towards her answer and said "we can talk later there is something I have to go and do as I walked away it played over and over in my head the path was through the village or was I wrong, I walked up to the mountain top to see if there is any other paths that I could have missed, as I looked around something caught my eye at the bottom of this mountain I walked through the village towards the main gate then followed the path down to the battle ground as I get the I see this man Impaled with spike made of blood and the memories came back like a storm and one hell of a headache came along with it making me drop to my knees I remember the battle the powerful feeling of the daemon who took me over.
I knew That I had to embrasure this feeling and hope it doesn't over whelm me. I went back to the village helping them move everything out and starting over building each house from scratch it took us three years to get this village up and running again and for once I didn't had a care for the world outside these woods.