The ending of my crush.... (i guess)

First school again.New ME.New Chapter.

Finally meet my friends after the long holidays and him, Err.Nono,its the new beginning and fresh start.

New teachers.New seat.New class.New me.

It was break time and my friends i seated like normal places and normal things to do as always and every year but this year Dave seated with BTS girls and Sony at the other end of the canteen. Dave and Dennis fight again as always.6 of us,Me,Ann,Suzy,Allen,Nancy and Dennis.Suzy finally came to school after an awful incident happen to her in Stage 3 high school year. Me being me as always but im talk even more,check.Being hype,not gonna happen.Lose weight check.

Dennis started to realize that i lost weight and she think that i take drug for that.Hahah.Im happy for myself and suddenly my classmates started to realize to but didn't say.I started to notice Rick becoming more handsome after didn't realizing he was back then.

Trying my best to stop thinking about him but still into him after the long break and holiday we have.Not talking about we together,talking about liking him still.I dont how but just happen for 4 days in school.Ivan still ask if im still into Rick."I thought he like somebody else?" same reason to ignore the fact about likimg him.

"Rick never have a crush on anyone before." "That what u thought." I didn't know if Ivan say was real cause its to be good to be true.I started to notice that Rick talk alot with Nancy in math class,didn't care much.

Started to realize he change phone,profile picture and status in whatsapp.Haiss why you so fucking handsome,gorgeous!!😍. U have to stop being this awesome.We started to hang out more in saturdays and some in the days when after school.

Teaching me how to play basketball and where to aim.Best day.Still dont care cause he still have a feeling for somebody else.*i thought* Ivan ask me to go for it and ask Rick to be mine but i couldn't cause i feel that he have somebody in his mind.Couldn't force people to be mine if they would never think that im are yours.

Will forever like/crush him for my entire life❣️