All The Things JUNGKOOK Said
"J-Jimin.....Can I tell ya somethin'?"
Jimin opened his eyes and looked over beside him to Jungkook .
"What is it, Jungkook-ah?"
Jungkook hesitated.
"I...I-I Love ya," He finally admitted.
Jimin gave him a weird look.
"I love you too."
Jungkook beamed.
"Really,"
jimin smiled.
"Yeah, of course, man."
Jungkook leaned down toward his face. Jimin's brows furrowed in confusion.
jimin froze when Jungkook's lips touched his in a light kiss.
When Jungkook pulled away, Jimin stared at him wide-eyed.
"J-Jungkook ...What was that?"
Jungkook's wide eyes met Jimin's and he began to panic.
"A-A kiss,"
"But, why," asked.
"Ya said, ya loved me too." Jungkook answered.
"Yeah, but I thought you meant as a best friend." Jimin said.
"Oh." Jungkook said quietly, disappointed, sitting up and turning away.
jimin sat up slowly, looking at his friend curiously.
"Do you love me like...Like a boyfriend?"
Silence filled the air and Jimin was sure Jungkook wasn't going to answer, but was surprised when he finally did.
"Yeah, chimchim, I do...I'm sorry, I tried not to, I really did, but you're all I think about and I can't get ya outta my head. I love ya more than anything else in the world. You're very special to me. I've never felt this way. You're the only one who gets me. You're my best friend, my everything."
"Oh, Kookie..." Jimin replied breathlessly, cheeks darkening a bit.
He was touched by his best friend's words and he thinks he felt something when Jungkook kissed him, but he was confused.
Was he gay? He never thought he was. He never had a girlfriend, but he still liked girls. He liked Cherry Valance and that girl in yellow...Or he thought he did and now he ain't so sure.
Does he love Jungkook? He's never thought of Jungkook anything, but a best friend. He's never thought of another guy like that.
But, as he thought about it, he realized J got him, even more than taehyung did. They didn't even have to talk, all they had to do was look each other, and they knew what the other is thinking. Jungkook's always there for him. Jungkook meant so much to Jimin . He doesn't know what he would do without him.
Jungkook's pretty good looking too, long, silky, black, greased hair, big, black, puppy dog eyes, smooth dark skin, and a fragile, slender body.
Pony was so confused.
"Jungkook?"
Jungkook turned around to face him, meeting his gaze.
Jimin searched deep in the depth of his best friend's eyes.
Jungkook loved him, he really did love him. He wanted Jimin to love him back. He was afraid Jimin was going to reject him. He thinks nobody could love him. All his life he's been rejected, abused, and neglected by his parents. All Jungkook had ever wanted in life was to feel loved and be loved.
Jimin could see all that in his eyes.
Jimin was still very confused, but he didn't want Jungkook to think he rejected him, so he leant over and kissed him.
Jungkook eagerly returned the kiss, wrapping his arms around Jimin's neck.
When Jimin broke the kiss, he said,
"Give me sometime, because I think I love you, but I ain't sure, ok?"
Jungkook had a huge smile on his face. jimin felt proud that he was the one who put it there. Jungkook rarely ever smiled.
"Ok."
Jimin hasn't seen Jungkook in a week, because he needed time alone to think.
He's been going crazy without Jungkook . The things Jungkook had said to him and the memories of kissing Jungkook and how good it felt replayed over and over in his head.
He talked to no one and ran on automatic mode. All he did was think, think about Jungkook, that's all he could think about. He felt so lost.
Jimin had his brothers and the whole gang worrying about him. He didn't know until one night, when Taehyung confronted him about it.
Taehyung wrapped an arm loosely around Jimin's waist.
"Jimin baby, what's been goin' on with ya? Lately you've been...Distant. Ya haven't been talkin' to anyone or reacting to anythin'. It seems like ya have been runnin' on auto pilot. You're like stuck in one of your daydreams or somethin'. The whole gang is worryin' somethin' awful about ya."
jimin was silent for a while, before he answered in a low whisper,
"Sorry, I didn't mean to worry anyone, I've just been thinking hard and deeply about something."
"About what," Taehyung asked curiously and concernedly.
jimin hesitated.
Should he tell Taehyung ? Would Taehyung think he was crazy and throw him in the wacky shack? Would Taehyung hate him? Would Taehyung be disgusted and spit on him?
No, this was Taehyung we were talking about, happy go lucky, sweet, understanding, Sodapop. He would never do anything to hurt, nobody, especially Chimchim.
Taehyung and Jimin were the closet people in the whole world. They told each other everything, so why couldn't Jimin tell Taehyung that he was gay? Jimin trusted Taehyung with his life, if he could tell anyone, it'd be Taehyung .
"Someone really close to me told me they loved me and I don't know what to do. I think I love them too, but I ain't so sure. Ever since the day they told me all I think about is them, but it's wrong, no one will accept us, because this kind of love is forbidden in the world."
"Well..." Taehyung started slowly, kind of confused.
"If ya really love a person then ya should be with them, no matter what. Ya can't control who ya love. Love is love."
Jimin smiled.
See, he could always count on Taehyung .
"So, who is it?" Tae asked curiously.
Jimin didn't hesitate to tell Tae that time.
"Jungkook ."
Silence filled the room.
Jimin started to panic when Tae didn't say anything. He turned around to look at him.
His big brown puppy dog eyes were wide, looking at him with shock and disbelief.
When Tae saw the hurt look in his baby brother's eyes, he shook himself from his daze.
"I-I guess, I can see why it'd be Jungkook , ya guys were always very close...Closer then any of us had thought." Tae whispered the last part more to himself, then to Jimin.
Jimin studied Tae; his eyes were darting around the room, looking at anything, but Jimin. He was nervous and uncomfortable, this bothered him.
jimin narrowed his eyes.
"And, you're ok with me loving a guy?"
Tae chuckled uneasily, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Of course, like I said, before love is love, right?...It-It was just a shock, ya dig?"
Jimjn kept his eyes narrowed, staring cautiously at his brother.
'Liar'
Tae took his arm off of Jimin and turned around, so his back was facing him.
After a week of not seeing Jungkook Jimin thought it was time to confront him about his thoughts and feelings about this whole thing.
He found Jungkook at the lot and told him that he needed to talk to him.
They sat across from each other, Indian style, knees touching.
"Jungkook I -" Jimin paused, sighing deeply.
He grabbed his hands and stared directly into his eyes, making Jungkook blush.
"I was totally lost. I never saw you more then a best friend. I thought I liked girls, but you opened my eyes to the truth. You're always there for me, Jungkookie. You know me even more than Tae does. You mean the entire world to me. This whole week I couldn't think of anyone or anything else, but you, I was going crazy without you." He paused, licking his lips, searching the other boy's eyes.
Love, happiness, and hope were the only emotions in those dark orbs.
"I'm lost without you; I love you, Jeon Jungkook ."
Tears of joy ran down Jungkook's cheeks.
"I love ya too, Park jimin ."
They both leaned forward, until their lips met in a passionate kiss.
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