Being Honest

Ok so after that we pretty much returned back to our dorms and i must say even tho i didn't quite like the way i blurted out my confession i was kinda relieved and relieved as in i didn't have to keep it in anymore....yeah i know i wasn't being completely honest with him but hey,this sure was a good start,slow but good...so anyways since me and jenna were roomates we decided to head back to the dorm together,our dorm was just a few blocks away from the university so it was fine sincs there isn't much traffic around this time so as we were walking i noticed jenna wanted to say something but before i had the chance to ask her she said "Hey lu,ummm....why did you do that?" i was a bit lost when she said that, "you like aaron don't you? so why didn't you just leave it at that instead of saying you were just joking" for a min there i was sort of confused like i don't remember telling jenna how i felt about him it's not that I'm surprised it's just that i didn't think she would notice it, since we weren't that close but....i kinda knew that she introduced aaron to me because she probably noticed how i was around him but, i didn't really expect her to be this forward with me,i had to take a minute before i could answer her but before i could do that we were interrupted by our senior group who resided in the same dorm building as ours,they kinda wanted jennas help on something so we weren't really able to talk to eachother for the time being.

Jenna finally came back to our room after she was done discussing about a few things with the seniors we were interrupted by and I'm guessing it probably was related to the future upcoming events and since i wasn't really into all that i didn't really bother asking her about anything, she seemed too tired as well so i thought it would be better if i gave her some time to rest,atleast.... that's what i thought,after jenna was done washing her face she told me "you haven't answered me yet" i didn't really know what to say like i mean it's not a big deal but it just felt weird like what if she likes him as well but i couldn't just lie either so i said "Actually i do like aaron and i know you guys are good friends and i really do hope you're ok with it even tho it's just one sided" that's when she smiled and said "bruh you really were overthinking about what i would say weren't you?" "listen.....i kinda had a feeling you liked him,that's the reason i wanted to introduce you to him so that i could confirm it myself" boy was i relieved when i heard her say what she said but my dumbass really said "so....you are ok with me having a crush on him right?" to which she replied "you are pretending as if you guys are in a relationship and as if I'm his ex" "ofcourse I'm ok with it you dumbass" lol not gonna lie for once i was actually glad someone for real knows about the way i feel about aaron... i might have not properly confessed to aaron but hopefully i do get to confess to him without being awkward about it someday.