Alone

Well, being alone, drenched, feeling, and smelling like shit is not a first. That swim took a lot outta me. Panting I walk to a big rock. just I was going behind it while taking gulps of water, I heard hooves far away approaching. It can't be.

"GOD, THIS SUCKS!!!!!" I roar into the sky. Looking back, I saw a familiar figure arriving at the other end of the lake. Call me a hypocrite if you want, but right now, I pray to God with all my being that my plan works.

"Snort!!" The persistent stallion let out. Then like Arion proceeded to Fucking walk on WATER!!

I stand dumbfounded in my life I witness and experience many weird things but never a run of the mill horse walk on water. With my heat in my throat, I count down the feets between us. This better be the right lake. otherwise, my ass is cooked.

200000 feet.

180000 feet.

120000 feet.

"Please, be awake," I said, staring intensity at the lake.

90000 feet.

80000 feet.

Thumb. Thumb. Thumb. Please wake up.

70000 feet.

"Dammit, bitch. Your Fucking cow is right there!!! She goes mowwww!!!!" I shriek. Sweat rolls down my forehead. My already wet back is covered in cold sweat. The palm of my breed from my fingers nails digging deep. This Fucking hurts!!

60000 feet. Nothing happens.

40000 feet.

"Mutilated it's ass! come on!!!!!!...pretty please!!"

30000 feet

"Th-"

"Neigh!!!"

30000 feet. The horse only lets out a cry of surprise before the tortoise head leaps out. Caught its hind legs, simultaneously drags it underwater.

I....stand there. It's too much. Taking another gulp of water. saying screw it. Sauntering into the woods. Undressing as I go. I don't bother to put them into my store ring. They fall into the ground unto all, but my boots remain. I set myself and them on fire. Feeling the nostalgic warm an arc unavoidably forms in my libs. After walking a few minutes in flames, I enter a cave. Deeming myself clean, I order my flames into a pile of sticks and the other into bars at the entrance. I don another set of clothes.

"Sign... nothing has changed, hasn't it? Relying on luck? when will I learn." Smiling saddly. I don't try to stop it. Holding emotions from the past and present. I let everything, absolutely everything out.

Wails

laughs

screams

pleads

All kinds of emotions are laid bare. Who else but myself can I show them to? Who could I cry to without being asked why? Being alone has its advantages.

On this day, a part of me was left inside that cave. It can go no more. There, It will stay undisturbed and alone. As it always wanted. Alone. Sweet alone. RIP.