Badass life saver

Chapter 15

☮❤Badass life saver❤☮

He just looked at my flustered face and smirked.

HOLLYYY SHIIITTTT

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I was staring at his face all flustered and red like a penguin on his first period. I dont even see the point of why we are in this position. Me, him, both here, after having our own breakdowns, near to kissing each other.

I was so much messed. Not just physically but emotionally as well. Seeing myself have breakdowns this easily was giving me near panic state. But somehow seeing Hobi have swollen eyes, crying face and venerable state it broke me even further. And me being the reason why he was crying brought me guilt but somewhere i felt assured that he dont just hate me, he cares about me.

"Wanna continue from where your ringtone interrupted?" he gave me a sly smirk.

"Don't behave like this" I protested more for the sake of my sanity, as I know very well if he came one inch closer I would have lost it and kissed he to death.

"What if I say I want to? " he said while coming closer and putting his nech between my nech and shoulder. He nuzzeled his hairs and kissed my neck gently. It sent shivers to my body like I touched some icy beam of water or something.

I was frozen. All I remember now is those memories which I want to erase. I can't let my fear to take action of this moment. My eyes were filled with tears as every memory was flashing in front of me. My mind was now clouded with those thoughts, memoried and scenarios which I never wished to see again.

I hugged Hobi. I hugged him like my life depended on him. He hugged me bach without second thought and I was beyond fearful to me for that. It didn't took me another second to cry. I was on full blown tears and he was holding me tightly to himself.

Why?

Just why!  Why couldn't Tae stay with me and save me when it happened? Why wasn't he there when I was tormented like shit? It's he my older brother? Isn't he supposed to be a protective person for his lil sis?

All I remember is being alone during the time I wanted someone to support me, be with me, stay with me. All I got was emptiness in life as the life snatched my brother away from me during those days when I needed him.

I don't know when but Hobi slid down taking me with him to the ground. I was broken.

I never wanted to show this side of mine to anyone, if someone would have told me I will be breaking down my walls and cry infront of Hobi few months ago I would have straight up sassed them out but for now we sat there in each others arms and stayed there for I don't know how much. Suddenly I blacked out. Like. No sleep. Nothing like fainting. Just blacked out. Out of no where.

I was covered in darkness with only one thought, one wish and one need.

I wish someone would have saved me from her when I was young.

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Hoseok P. O. V

I held her close.

I don't know why but I found the need to protect her. Seeing her have her second breakdown infront of me broke me so much. The girl who smiles and laughs at every thing was having her breakdown here in front of me. And for once I felt the need to keep her near me and not let go anywhere.

Her eyes have many emotions. One is fear. Everytime I see her her eyes hold fear and a bit of sadness. She has a hold of her past so much. I don't know what happened but, her crying and fear got me shaking in panic of how to get her back to smiling.

I rubbed her back for few minutes. She lifted her head but blacked out. WTF? I stood up with her in my arms bridal style. I ran down the lobby to the reception.

"Call ambulance!"

"Sir can you wai-"

"Just FUCKING call a doctor over here! "

"Y-yes sir. "

"Good" I growled at the receptionist. I know it's rude but a boy gotta do what he gotta do.

I looked at Eva in my arms. All pale and lifeless. I have no clue why she blacked out like that.

I wish was was there for her when she was going through that shit which made her suffer like this.

I wish I was there to save her when she was young

I might have been a handsome life saver. I consider it as Badass life saver. I would have beaten blue and black out of those who torture her to this stage.

Please be fine Eva. I am here for you always. I don't know why but I feel connected to her.

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