Rewind

I ask why

Get no reply.

I'm over it,

I'm really not.

I smile,

Then cry.

Memories dance across my mind,

Always so gentle, loving and kind.

Trying to run from my thoughts,

They chase me no matter how hard I fought.

Flooding back like a dam burst open,

So I sit around and live life just moping,

Try to wait and sit there hoping.

Come to terms he's left for good,

Is this the point of adulthood?

The heartache, the pain and hurt,

Slowly break, try to erase the memories stain,

Get up and brush off the dirt.

I just want to be loved,

But only by you.

The others approach, killers waiting to poach

The last of my heart, I try to dart.

Once my knight, now alone at night.

Wish so hard, you just might come back,

On my life you were such a good impact,

Felt like you kept my mind intact.

I couldn't do it for you,

Couldn't be your shoulder,

So you flew, won't let me hold ya.

I feel lost in this mind of mine,

I can't imagine how you are,

Won't open to me, you seem so far.

Like a needle in the haystack you're hard to find.

Just want you back, I long to rewind.