Feburary 14, 2018

Dear "You",

Today is Valentine's Day, even though you don't exist in my life yet I wanted to write to you. I don't know how we'll meet or if we will ever meet. I just know you exist. I see a lot of couples and I think about you. What you might look like or how your personality would be like. In my dreams, I could see you. You were 5'6 tall, and fit. You would love me more than I loved you. I could tell because you use action instead of words. You charish every moment we're together as if its our last. We would have been dating for almost 3 years after today.

Everyday, you would wake up a little earlier than I do to get everything ready. You would have a fresh rose in the center of the kitchen island counter top. Awaiting for me was fresh out of the oven bacon, and sausage. You would have a fresh glass of apple juice ready for me because you know I hate orange juice with pulp. You'd hug me from the back with our cheeks against one another. You'd whisper into my ear reminding me how pretty I am, even though I lack the confidence to believe that comment. The warmth from your body would transfer to me. Hugging me tightly enough to breathe, but not enough to leave. We both would have painful past but that's why we would understand each other more. Thinking that this could really be true. I know this is all but a dream but I know you exist out there. For today, you exist and so Happy Valentine's Day. I love you so much that you can't even begin to imagine. Thanks for being there when I needed you the most. Thanks for loving my flaws and my entire being. Most importantly thanks for bring me back into this black and white world.

J.S