An Angel in the form of a Human.

All the five of us are like sisters. Because we are not blood related but something deeper and sweeter relates us. Among all our dissimilarities there is one thing which indeed is similar and that is loneliness. We all were lonely , even is someone like me tried to smile, others were raged or crying. But this loneliness bonded us. Slowly time passed. We grew up I turned 18 and it was last day of my school life. All of my classmates and me wrote on each other's shirts some spoken and unspoken memories of our time spent together. Some vows to keep in touch forever and a couple of confessions . We all were sad for saying a good bye and even excited as our new independent phase of life was waiting for us with open hands ready to embrace us . That day I returned home (church)with tears . The first one to see me was Stella. She had all ready turned 22 and was working as an assistant lawyer , it's like she was practicing law under her mentor . She was a brilliant student from childhood . It was her dream to be a lawyer after all. She always says, " The one tolerating crime is even a bigger criminal than the one doing it." You all know what's going to happen next.(he he just remembering it makes me angry) ... so she said," Hey ! Bella what the hell have you done to your shirt. See I am not going to wash it. You are going to do it yourself okay? I feel like punching you. Just get out of my sight." I thought that, why was she always like a stone . Can't she see, it's a golden memory and not just a shirt. Why the heck is she calling it dirty? But as you know I fled from there as fast as I could .It was past 10 pm and we all had a habit of sleeping till 8. As Stella has to work so much so it was really normal to see her round(and get scolded). All the others were asleep. So I quietly went to the praying chamber and started talking to Christ. " Jesus it's just so complicated. I have been talking to you like this since I was a child. I always had so much to talk about but today feels like I don't have any words. Just flashback of memories. I am excited but am scared too. I really will miss being a kid . I wanted to remain a child forever. I don't want to grow up." " No need to my child" I turned just to find Mother walking towards me with a basket . She came and sat next to me . It was raining outside. She gave me a huge piece of my favourite chocolate cake. It was just like 15 years back when I was just 3 and it was raining just like today. I sat there soaking wet and crying. That was the time when Mother Maria came into my life . She took me with her and gave me a hot bath and just like today I was sitting in the praying room asking Jesus what was my mistake and she came and gave me a piece of chocolate cake... that day she said" Life is just like a swing. The more it pushes you back the higher you go" I still remember those words and that day clearly . I was trembling and wishing that why was I even born ...then just like an angel she came and embraced me . Even when the whole world was cold she was warm ... and ... caring...and. So today too what she said was filled with a lesson . She said," Remember child, Childhood never goes, it's us who forget to live it. You and even I are a child to God and will always remain so." Then just like she usually does she started singing and we danced until I forgot all my worries... she truly is my angel. An angel in the form of a human...